she is so perfect, but i'm not.

{Comparing myself.}
I have to forget everything not for you, is for myself.
Just one tears, i can say it's really pain.
I doesn't want to be confirm by you either,
saying you love me, and you really do.
don't hold my hands and say you really understand.
Holding my hands ain't making you happier.
No one really notice that i've changed, in your eyes,
what you can see is just the happy memories she gives you.
you can't see my pain, my smile, my tears anymore.
not lover now, ain't friend either. Just a very common stranger.
If really need to do any comparing, i guess i'm last in the list.
Although i think i'm just so good, but i just lost to her in love.
when you appear in front of me, i told you just 1cm away,
i couldn't breathe properly. but boy, you're not with me now.
You've just leave with happiness and gone far away.

I can't close my ears not to know about your everything,
but i still know everything, i know you're enjoying life a lot now.
And hopefully that is really a great thing.
Maybe it's really so good that things goes this way.
Not trying to be Sarcastic, cause it's true right? So be it.
Life life life, why must life have more salt than sugar?
can i just have a strawberry lollipop? not sour, not salty, not sweet.
The taste is just right. There's alot people that dotes me alot.
They really concern me a lot, which i really appreciate it!
I'm trying harder people.

As i'd promise, you're the guy i love.
but now, i guess this promise, i'm going to break it.
and don't turn back, cause it's really hurting.
Swear and promise, i doesn't believe anymore. It's my life.
Take care yourself and her.

- love means each person is free to follow his or her own heart. x/3

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To: BlogHopper.

Thanks for the cheering up. Wells, we are standing at the same point yea?
The question is not whether how we fall, is how we become strong.
So you must jiayou okays? The way i see it, if you want the rainbow,
you gotta put up with rain. They always say the time changes things,
but you actually have to change them yourselves.
Live as if you were to die tomorrow,
learn as if you were to live forever. Remember my words, :)
Thanks for cheering too. I will jiayou too. :)