Random: Love me if you are a Millionaire.

Song: 你是我最深爱的人 - 永邦
the first day of june ,i decided to wake up early and do some house cleaning.
of course ill be at home the whole day!
anyway, actually wanted to go IMM(garden plaza) cause U ARE THE ONE
16 finalist will be there! I want see yuan shuai and of course weiwens two twins
sister, shiqian and shiying. but too bad ,ive alot of things to do.

To My Mr.Troublesome;
from that day ,my mind are all you.
i swear i aint kidding at all ,i bet you know more than anyone.
i promise you ,you wouldn't be replace.
sometime ,you should have give in.
maybe to her youre in a wrong ,explaining will work.
just remember dont hurt her.
Miss and love.

To My Xingan;
remember to take care of yourself,
it's okay for that you cant come out
yesterday. After i come back ill still meet you :D
Love you girl!

To Cher Ng Rui Xue.
If people say what you believe than just forget it lohr. cause seriously
friends should be follow each other here and there what.
Ck say what means what meh? Than i can also say, they treat bennerd as dog.
Its the same what. forget it, i explain so much also no use.

& Any have the song,让我陪着你 By Derrick Hoh Wei Jian?
I need it in urgent. ! please send me if you have and ill love you alot mans!
I want it i want it! D:

okay, today pictures do the talking okay?

Im zilian i know ,stop telling me :B

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Hellos! I just came back from bugis.
My head is damn stupid pain ,dont know what happen leyys.
Okay nehhmindd. i still can blog.
just now i went out with my brother and his friend ,huanchoon.
I Love Them! Being with them is so so so fun!
and well, i bought 4 tees. ohmygod, isn't it too much?
(sorry for spending ): ) Huanchoon bought a piano belt.
is ohmytian de nice please! Im so inlove with it :D

we went to cityplaza too ,but nothing catch our interest.
So bought nothing . walk the whole day, legs are really pain.
Once again ,heels is killing me.
we went to Macdonald ,oh please, those people aint thoughtful at all.
they finish their food ,sit there slacking.
im really angry ,i stared at them for minutes please.
they know im staring but they still sit there. Like what the hell lah.
finally i got my place ,they dare not look anymore. this kind of people are selfish.

i mean like ,if theres not people waiting for seats . of cause you can sit down there,
like nobody business. but theres so many people waiting for the seats you know.
Bang shot them! Agrhs!

one more things ,you know i saw a guy touching his girlfriend breast like no people is
looking. I feel so disgusting la . I never say its wrong la ,but at least do this when no
people around, or lesser people. But the bus is full with people and they talk very loudly
likethe whole bus is theirs :/ and they are sitting at the back seat. and infront of them,
there's still people. and beside them too. ohmygod, they are too open mans!
im not trying to say what la. This is what i feel lohr.

Disgusting !

People, my derrick hoh is backk !
He is so cute so handsome please ,but too bad he is mine mine mine!
I Love Derrick Hoh.

nothing much to update will update more tomorrow :D
Love You People!

Sing with me, Do do do ra ra mi mi do !

dont say you miss me, dont put any thinking in your mind.
i promise i will wait no matter when i will get my answer.
but i swear i wouldnt let you know, just promise me wait for me to be back.
i promise i will miss you during my high rides, duration of the trip there.
when i aint around, please dont keep whisper her(s) your little secrets.
you know i will get jealous easily. although i have no prepared anything to move
your little heart, but i swear my heart is fully there ,always.
My Mr.Troublesome boyfriend ,please dont try to act blur and get away.
i'd promise youre the one ,and you will be the one :]
i've made my mind set ,it's you! till now, nothing is gonna change anything !

cover your mouth* dont say anything, you dont have to say anything.
i just need to know your heart and what ive done is all worth it.
trust me, if the answer aint what i want ,i'll still wait.
one day ,i'll tell you how i feel face to face. :]
Trust me ,i want to tell you how much i love you ,hugging you tight tight!
when ever you look at me ,my heart will jump ten hundred, million billion times.
hold my breathe back ,i will love you :]

and to my dearest ,dont worry. i aint attached yet.
if you want to know ,you can ask me who am i referring i'll tell you,
if i trust you lots! :] This is really important to me.
a serious speaking ,this is the very first time i want this him so much.
some things i must make it clear, (Im not not not attached)

today, the last day of the nasty mayy ! :D
Happy happy, come come to me. i'll kiss you all around.
yesterday i sleep around 11 plus plus, and i woke up at a very stupid time,
2.30 am m m m m m. Stupid right? now adays i keep woke up at those
weird and nasty time. Okay, and i went back to sleep, as i force myself to sleep.
finally i fall asleep dont know what time is it. And i woke up at, 4 Am sharp!
I swear i'm damn super tired. i went back to sleep again, until 8.19Am, stupid time):

Chen wei yang is so so so bad please! shall not talk about his bad things,
later he come and kill me :D
Later going bugis and city plazaa ! :] accompany huanchoon to buy his stuff :D

to cher ng rui xue,
i treat everyone fair, only huixin. i think you know this.
if i really treat you as dog ,i wouldn't care about your feeling
and write whatever i want. Wouldn't tell you my secret.
Don't say until i'm really nasty please.

seriously i never draw a line between huixin and co.
cause i think every friend of mine is too important, only for huixin ain't the same.
friend is part of me ,i think you know this.
After my last bestie friendship is gone,
i think you know towards my friendship, i dare not put in much effort.
Among all my friends you're the one who understand me most.
you know my attitude ,what i like and dont like.
If i really treat you different, than siying? how i treat her?
Please, is obviously different than i treat you.

I admit, im kinda angry when i read your blog. Seriously ,you doesnt think
before saying things out. You cant just look at how i treat you, you must also see
how i treat others. maybe sometime i really dont like you this and that,
maybe because of 4 years friendship bahs?

Song Of The Day : 幸福就好 By 棒棒堂

Everything seems to be must towards me.
im so damn tired. I'm not robot.
why didi's things is so 理所当然 why i must work hard for my everything.
didi's one word, mummy think it's so important.
He ask for hundred dollars mummy give, i ask me 30dollars it seems like
asking for thousand! Why can anyone tell me why?
I keep telling myself, mummy is fair, is fair. But it obviously is not fair at all.
whenever didi wake up, he do nothing he have breakfast. Me?
I have to buy it myself! like wthell please! i dont want to hurt any of my family.
I keep it to myself. I cried once yesterday, today its still the same.
im really tired . ): But i still love my mummy

I really do.

Stick out your tongue and say, Bleahh!

i have enough enough oh my goodness!
you know in this world. this cute little world is ruin by this subject called,
Design And Technology
all thanks to this subject, my hands is full with cuts now.
but lucky it doesn't cause me to lost a little finger of mine ( Hahahahhas)
No funny at all. Stupid teacher off off off, off his head la! and now what?

I do it myself! And no one accompany me, but thanks to my two hero of the day,
ZhengWei And Chunnie(Chunkee) yea? I think is for the sake of me, they come
to school on 9A.m Thanks alot! *Pat!
and for the sake of me, chen huiyu, Chunnie didn't sleep ;p ! Thanks buddy

and well, my project is handed to Mr.teo teo. Although he is very super naggy,
but at least, i can feel relief and hand my project to him, and
go for my holiday! Next friday will be going back again.
For? Project of cause, i'm not gonna run away. Just face it mans.!

and congrats me congrats me me me !
tell me, i can rest already! Tell me june will not gonna go fast.
okay, i know i'm nagging. Don't remind me of my bads.
currently i'm so happy with my gadgets with new earphone on it.
I'm a very expensive girl right? My fault la! But changing to better.

After my project, i walk to bus stop, saw xingan and xingan mama!
took bus home with xinganmama ! hohos, i love xingan please!
Xingan, tomorrow i'll be going bugis and city plaza, want come?
If want, text me okay ?

and now i'm blogging, chatting on msn.
over all, i'm so damn tired :'[

I start to miss .. lala.
{KuaiShuoNiAiWo,ShuoNiYiZhiZaiDengWoFaXianErYi}

Song Of The Day : Baby Baby Tell Me - Cindy Wang

{I will whisper in your dream my big big secret. i promise, you will know}

seriously today ain't my day! Mood is damn stupid dehs lousy.
D': I'm going to cry mans! Even my favourite teacher disturb me,
i feel like shouting and cry after doing that. I really don't know what happen to me.
today i did like nothing in the d&t workshop. I totally don't know what to do.
My teacher repeat and repeat, again and again i doesn't seem to understand abit.
okay, whatever la! I'm feeling bad after that, cause my Handphone's earphone gone.
I forgot where i put it, and i don't know did i keep into my bag anot.

Seriously, i'm very angry. Blaming myself being so careless.
shown attitude to my friends and myself. mummy said, go buy a new one dehs.
although it make me feel better, but i'm still very angry i doesn't know what makes
me lost my temper, showing a black face of mine in bus. (i feel like shouting loud!)

Please, just tell me i'm crazy! i'm expensive! This few days, i'm so heart pain when
seeing money goes to those cashiers, and making them so happy, i still have to
say thank you. ohmygod. i really don't know why i become like this.
and i bought my earphone, the original one for 38bucks )': It's kinda pain.
Like people pinching me real hard!

and my daddy promise that he will buy a mp3 earphone for me. And that cost about,
15 dollars, just because there's some crystal on top of it. Oh please, i felt so sorry
for spending my mummy and dad's money for my phone and mp4 players.
i felt bad seriously, i took out 50 dollar to return them. i don't want to spend their
moneys on my own gadgets! sigh, actually that 50 bucks, i wanting to get a camera
myself. It's still saving in progress la :'] but it's okay, at least i feel very relief :]

tomorrow i better finish up my d&t or i shall just kill myself mans!
please, let me finish tomorrow! ): I don't want to wake up so early everyday anymore!
I'm so tired. i can't have any good sleep this few days! I'm tired! Roars!

Today is my complain day, i complain so much, piss off so much!
I have to control my temper ): or i look scary hais.

I saw my x.donut! :]

Song of the day : 别爱我 By Xu Ruo Xuan

{RainbowWouldn'tComeOutOften, LoveToo.}

{Edit}
Please don't smile, cause it's not better than mine :D

oh please, i'm so hungry now.
and i just notice that i only eat one meal today.
my stomach seems to have some weird sounds coming out.
Awws, i'm so hungry.! Roars.
The whole morning i went to school, i just ate a packet of potato chips,
2 can of green tea and a cup of bubble tea. i went home, and went out to have
my lunch, i ate a plate of chicken rice. after that i came back home and now
i am complaining that i'm hungry! D:

I'm complaining i'm so hungry yet Mr Chen Wei Yang is laughing.
and now call me go drink milk, at least he got heart la!
I though that his heart is eaten by shark :D

People if you able to buy a meal for me, and send it to my house
i will love you to max max! But nah, i'm just kidding.
I'm going to bed already good night :D

Hello Hello Hello ! :D

im bang bang bang de tired! My hands is so so so pain.
Legs are so damn soft. But i just have to work hard for everything cause
it's worth after all ! i love the result out out :D

my brother is officially chao ah beng now! .
His hair is totally Gold in colour! Chaoahbeng la!
early in the big big sunny morning, i went to school, for ?
My d&t project of course, and tomorrow i'm going back to finish it up.
Chiong chiong chionggg ! ~
today i enjoy alot, cause slacking makes my day, and about awhile i went home :D
im almost finish with my project work, leave about 2/4, isn't good to hear that ?!

my brother is so cute please, nagging non stop, saying why he become Chaoahbeng.
But oh please, he is offically Chaoahbeng already, so words can't change :D
Junkiat is Chaoahbeng Chaoahbeng Chaoahbeng ! ~
i saw xingan today, and i have lots to tell her . I swear i miss her like crazy mans!

xingan, i have alot of things to tell you, and my big big secret i want to share.
promise me to online soon okay? I want to see you before i go genting
and when i come back! i don't want us to drift so xingan xingan, Keep in touch!

Btw, happy anniversary xinganmama, Last longg!
Tomorrow is xinganfuhan and xingan's turn! :]

okay, huiyu love you guys lots alot okay?
and tell you a little secret of mine, i miss school and my buddies alot ! :D

Songs to intro : 明天我不会依然爱你 by Chen Shi Wei.

Some pictures, my face is red is not because i'm shy is because the sun or something?
i don't really know la! :x Hhahas. by the way, that guy in the picture ain't my boyfriend,
is my brother ! :D don't mistake it yea?

Enjoy ~

will you love me till the next sun rise? will you?

Oh please, i have no idea what to update.
seriously, i'm so so sorry. I type and re-type it again, again and again.
i don't know what to update, and my brother is giving stress manxsxs!

super taoyans please, D:
well, now i'm just currently, mood swings + high + happily smile.
bored bored bored bored ~ !
Those little things can make my mood goes better,
or can anyone just jump to be and hug me tightly give me cry everything out ?
My Lai Simin jiejie ! I miss your tight hugs and your pretty face please please!

Promised not to cry, ops,! kidding lah! i'm not going to cry anymore.
some events is coming up and i've been waiting waiting.
As you guys know some thing which make me happy ain't just shopping stuffs
i like and those little creatures i love. Is because of something else.
Hopefully i'm .... la la la ~ !

don't ask me what, until i'm really confirm than i shall just say and shout it loud loud!
is nothing to do with my life, and i'm not gonna change my life now now now!
I'm so inlove with my life now, everyday is enjoying enjoying enjoying!

ohwell, i just wish i have a wishing note now ! i want so many things! *not love.
I promised to be happy, i promised to smile. Happily living everyday.
Prince, appear one day, but not so fast. I want to explore everything and enjoy my single
life now!

guess what i want, i wish, and i love! :D I bet you people will be shock about the answer :D
no right or wrong, keep guessing.

xingan family's blog is updated :D Go take alook ! (members only :D)

Bingoooooooooooooo

I don't know what to update, but just update something okay? :D
i'm so so damn happy, although i lost something, but now i get back something.
Now i feel i'm no longer alone. i know there's still so much people is beside me.
thanks my darlings, you all rocks my world up and down.
hopefully, i ain't just going to be happy, i'm gonna be very very super happy.
I believe i can live better than last time, in my future, there will be love,
full with colours. and now, i just gonna enjoy my secondary life.
No one can take it away from me.

this morning, i told mummy i have weird attitudes, and she say, my attitude like
my daddy, stubborn like my mummy. loll ! my brother is anything anything those type, arghs! i just gonna, change change changeee! :D
Yesterday did you guys watch the show donation for the people, in the earth quick ?
i cried and cried whenever they mention those sence,
and they tried to bare the pain, which walls falls on them, pressing them on the bottom of the floor, and blood just on those walls, seeing their own fingers, legs, hands and body begin to rotten. or even have to take saw and cut their own legs and hands away to keep themselves alive.

and there's a young mother, because of her child,
she use her arms to support her baby,
doesn't want him to die, and she kneel down on the floor to cover and
protect her baby. when those people found the mother dead body, they also found a phone in the baby cloths, writing, " 宝贝如果你还活着，一定要记得妈妈爱你“
this mother is really great, or i should say, mother are all the same.
I believe if the same thing happen to us, our mother will do the same thing too.
so unselfish, pure, kind and always think for kids forever!
mother is always so great forever. No one can replace this kind of love.

we can still able to hear our mother saying they love us,
we can also able to say we love our mother. but to the baby?
what he can see is just his mother saying the love from phone,
can you see how lucky we are? please, hug your mother tight saying you love her,
she is the one who never complain when you neglect her,
never blame if you shout at her, she is the one who wipe your tears away,
willing to give you the most warmest hug in the world.
no one can replace this kind of love, even your boyfriend/girlfriend, trust me.

Once it's too late, you will regret. ! Remember this.

read this news, my tears roll down from cheeks.
If i can, i will try my best to protect my mother too.
I don't want anything to Disfigure her pretty face, her skin and everything!
it's more pain than cutting my skin down ):

I shall end here. going out now, byebye :']

Song for the day : 消失的彩虹 By Zhuo Wen Xuan

Hello hello hellooooooooooo ! :D

because of those sad songs make me so happy !
i know i'm weird, but i love being weird. it's my hobby or something?

yesterday i went to escape and blah blah, thanks to shawn, we are really boring in
Ehub, and my clip drop into the water . Don't doubt, it's everyone's idol,
Shawn tok Xuan Zhen he is trying to be funny huh ? hahahss :D

Well, can anyone buy me a camera? Hhahas, time going fast right? June is coming,
followed by july, august, September and my birthday October! meaning, my N level is
coming up too. It sounds kinda stress right? but okay la! i'm not really that stress cause,
now is holiday! Tell me enjoy holiday, school reopen than work hard,

i'll feel more better :D

Although my holiday is here, but projects just ruin them, i still have to go back to school
for my d&t projects, and it's making me so tiring . facing that few teachers,
i'm going to die, i just hope time can go faster than fast. ):
but at the same time, i shall just enjoy my holiday with family and friends!
so homework is gonna throw one side, which i've already doing that!
I bet everyone is doing it now ! so not only me :D

Without realising, the time now is, 1.00Pm so late already, i've to run already!
Enjoy the pictures coming up !

Song of the day : 越爱越难过 by Wu Ke Qun :D
It's so nice nice nice !