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Letting go for a better

{Perhaps ,Possible ,Probably}
When a girl is smiling, laughing, crying, and angry.
it's doesn't seems to be true. or guys behave this way too.
But just whatever okays, Now and in the future,
i'm just gonna be myself. Don't doubt, :] Cause i'll be me, for sure
As that relationship, i will slowly let it faded as i say yesterday,
it's not for him, but for myself.

and don't try to understand how i feel, it's not like how you think.
Cause now, it's not just pain, or hurt, now is how am i going to be happy.
Life is so short, i can't waste my time emo-ing the whole month right?

Don't put yourself in my shoes, don't try to find out how i feel.
I don't want you people to know, as now, till the end of time,
You just have to see the smile on my face.

Believe what you see in my blog, cause everything is 100% true.
No lies i swear, cause blog is a place to express feeling.

Jiayou ahs huiyu :)

And people, i am trying, busying and having fun in life.
In the future, understand people's heart, mind and everything
before doing anything, cause you might hurt someone who love you alot.
(Random) You may be helping people, but people
thought that you're push them into danger.

Friends, thanks for being there, I love you more than anything.

and finally my exam are over and finally my holidays are coming.
Just have to wait for those red line result to be out.
Alot event is coming up for me, meeting x.donut tomorrow.
(12 to 23, i have to stay back in school everyday)

27June2008 come faster please!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAMALIAH ! x3
sweetie, i love you thousands million!

Am i really so difficult to understand?

{Comparing}
Me and my brother, i doesn't seems to lost him in anything.
And i doesn't even feel that i've been looking down in this house.
But who knows, in their heart, i'm just a princess who
love to show attitude and really that bad temper.

But they never know actually i'm changed. But they treat me
until i really feel like showing my temper out, which i really changed alot.
I'm not longer that Persistently unreasonable. Hais, and i really
hate my brother alot. He can just tell his friend that i'm NT and wanting
his friend to look down on me, i swear my future is brighter than his.
Express doesn't mean that he can do anything he want! I just have to
prove my parents wrong. And i'm just gonna say,

I AIN'T WEAK LIKE YOU THINK, I AIN'T THAT HOT TEMPER GIRL.
I'M GONNA PROVE YOU ALL WRONG!

i'm super piss off.