nightmare, now wake up

yesterday the ptc, i guess it goes quite good, my teacher praise me alot :D
Saying i'm a good girl, quiet sometimes, do my work when it's the right time,
slacking, talkactive, making teacher smile & laugh
maths have shown a great improvement :D this is most important de la!
Hohohos, and well, congrats michael mark, my bestie buddy get 2nd in class,
and give a clap to myself i've got 4th in class. Yesyes, i'm proud of it :)

people, i ain' t those girls you see in your eyes, i cried not because wanting to
gain a bit of pity. it's because i can't bear those pain, understand?!
and now i'm facing this kind of situation, i can't control my emotional at time.
i've been laughing, smiling and fooling around for so long please, now it's all gone
in a sudden. now i'm weak, i'm stress and i'm a idiot who falls for a heartbreaker!
even i'm down, my friends tried their best to keep me hyper, maybe it doesn't help, but believe me, i will act as if it's really help,
i doesn't wish to see them wasting time in me.!

and some people can just use this chance to be a Hypocrite. don't you feel it's rubbish,
nonsense and everything you think? and they are so sweet please,
sweetie listen up, just leave me alone, mind your own business cause i find it very
irritating to listen to your stories. which ain't interesting at all!

to someone: Thank you so much, to get all this from you, can you see i'm so please now?
haha, i ain't gonna hang around you typing paragraph and paragraph for you to understand.
Now the thing, you have to understand is, You don't have to understand anything from now onwards. i had enough. maybe i'm too weak towards this relationship,
too kind towards those love. so i decided to make my decision and the decision is
for you to know, you are a heartbreaker :)

my little dude, maybe you deserve better but the very best, so you should be honour that i'm not like other girls who message their guy saying she is heartbreaking, crying over their guys and begging them not to leave.
i'm not like what you think. maybe my words is too straight forward, not trying to say that, you're not a good guy, just to say thanks for those things you given to me!

but let me make it clear, we ain't enemy at all. :) we can still be friend as usual
(if you want) over all, it still end with a big thankyou!.
i finally learn, which kind of person need to give up, which kind of person doesn't worth my adore. seeing me improving and going so greatly,
those big credits mostly is yours.

Anyway, last long :)

Songs to intro : The Way I Love You by Ashanti
i found this song in imeem, it's nice :D

xinai, thanks alot alot :) love you lots!