alright later going tm andd ah mahr hus .! hmmx . see how update later l0hr (:


dont promise anything if u cant do it ! cox i dont wana force anyone ! u know i hate the feeling like tat ! if u know who u are ! please dont hurt / promise me anymore !



wthe hells ! why must i care so much mans ! u like who is ur problem ! i hate the feeling now mans ! like so hopeless andd got bluff i hate it mans ! i hate u ! ohhmys ! i dont wana become anyone to control my feeling . can u just understand !? . nvm im selfish anyways .


alright now i at ah mahr hus i wan eat sake on monday (: hmmx . quite sian leis ! hmmmx . acturally i dont know whys now i hate guys so much ! i dont know whys . can change my impression toward guy ? AIYOS ! i dont know lahr ! aghrs !


你说的话 总那麼好听
你爱不爱 我不能确定
也许你只把它当游戏
我却爱得太用力

你说的话 我都相信
说得好听 说得甜蜜
你说的每一句 我都相信

为了爱情 失了聪明
听你的话 闭上眼睛
这个梦多美丽 让它继续

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above all pictures is taken on 25th
me && lingg (:


to lingg
sorry tat i cry infront of u . i dont know i will cause u to cry to0s . cox when the result out . i wan cry and dont show anyone . cox i dont like to cry infront of my mum also . i tot i will feel ok de X= . we shall make shawn jiayous in revival (: LOVEYOOS


So siann mans. i am so boring now!! I feel like some kind of roborts talking. whatever .. wthells! i become out of mood suddenly, actually i want to go online maple de, but .. Haiyahs!


UPDATED
wthhells !i keep listening to hao ting until i wana cry ! damms ~ gona rain soon . although now alot ppl online in msn . but no ppl tok to me . imagin how sad is tat ! -.= zz ! ohhmys ! hate it mans ! monday daddy is coming back i must getting boring each day ! yawns ~ actually guys couldnt believe them or they will take advantage . sigh * no one will understand mans ! boredom !


i think tmr will be staying at home bahr ! boring ! monday going out . anyone wan join .? kidding lahr ! X= sian sia ! who will be so nice to buy chocolate bar for me ? X= just talking craps ! LALALAS . sian LA ! today my post alot sian -.= cox i really very SIAN ! zzzzzzzz ok i go bath le (: cyar guys

alright alright today i was early reach mac X= dhen h0hr win those ngee an sec de boys ! :P sian sia ! my stomach DAMM PAIN DE L0HR ! ohh my . hmmx . dhen when i reach sch so high mans ! super high ! X= stomach is pain de l0hr


read read . but i din read i was playing with micheal i mean toking . so the time go very fast X= hohohos ! and dhen go back to class cox PE ! dhen i go toilet change dhen very hot sia ! dhen we run 5 round arround the parade square dhen very hot sia ! i keep sweating like just bath like tat ): and dhen my stomach dammm pain ! and disappointing i grow FAT ! omgx ! on diet mans !


- dhen recesstalk to veron they all i drink 2 packet of greeen tea super hot mans! andd STOMACH STILL VERY PAIN ! dhen go change to my unifrom dhen i go back to class hot ahr ! keep sweating ! zzz! dhen i run go toilet dhen i tio omgx ! hmmx . dhen i go back class dhen run back toilet again diaos dhen i go back class do 3 maths qns dhen i dont wan do le . dhen i jiu at there stare blur ! dhen mr ng come to my table andd talk to us dhen very funny sia ! now dhen i know twinkle twinkle lill star , abc andd baba black sheep is same medoly . L0Ls dhen me andd cher create a song X=
cher like so mad l0hr -.= zz ! dhen we go lab during english lesson ! zz ! SUPER HOT LAHR ! wei wen damms funny l0hr .! keep spot checking our bag see go sweet anot . L0Ls ! funny sia ! hmmx .


- dhen GO HOME ! yays ! dhen now so hot andd boring . papa say he wan the new me dont wan old de -.= sadd sia ! llols .!

很多时候我怕受伤， 所以先放弃。

我珍惜这份安全感，却但心它的期限，

所以每天还是孤独得， 我需要一个人想一想 。

我们只是用时间让我们找到，我们需要什么

时间我们认识了自己， 也肯定了对方





ishi very kelian ): pray hard for him



SHAWN JIAYOUS !
ILOVEYOOS LAHR

today went to sch . hmmmx . i keep thinking of.. SOMETHINGS ! -.= zzz . and dhen at mac sit-ed quite long cher came mytian ahr ! TOTALLY NO MOOD LA ! agrhs ! damms mans ! ohh mytian . hmmx . first lesson is cpa . keep playing with chunkee . L0Ls .! hmmx . andd dhen we go back for english ms heng din come . i mean she din come to our class dhen like cox time table change -.= should be maths ! ZZZ dhen after tat no teacher come in most of ppl go recess dhen we stay in class dhen ms heng come in say ehh .? now is my lesson ahr .? ZZZ she came in 5 mins like tat dhen we go recess L0Ls .! hmmx . and dhen finish recess go back class for maths sian i din so anything . i mean work cox i dont mood to do x=


-dhen i write shawns name alot time dhen mr ng ask me " shawn punish u to write his name .? " dhen i say " no lahr .! " dhen he say " then why u punish urself write so many times .? i lend u the marker u can write a big one dhen dont nidd write so many times " dhen i say " i nothing to do mahr dhen write l0hr " dhen he say " why not u write my son name " -.= diao right! crazy ! and dhen i was like diaos ! and dhen assembly DAMM BOREDD ! mr ng dont let us go toilet dhen we walk walk dhen he din see we run go 3rd floor hide X= and dhen go down again dhen sit behind so happy sia ! X= xinganHUIXIN today dances bec0x chinese dance , malay && indian dance prefrom mahr nice sehs ! lalalas .! ehhs ! ARFAT TODAY DAMM FUNNY LAHR ! X= hmmx .


- dhen go back for english X= sians ! hmmx we at there talking rubbish X= cox siying going for a interview on eastview mahr . dhen ms heng say maybe will ask about moto andd dont know what shit dhen i say ahh ! i know le when mr ee ask u whats EVSS u say
EVSS=
E- eating
V- vuglarities
S-slacking
S-sleeping

ll0ls sorry its jus a joke lahr . acturally is Exllence Vission and Service hahahs hmmx . boring i was playing music with cher anways today SWEAT ALOT ALOT ALOT ! tmr damm much PE omg ! X= later like bathing like tat hohohos .hahahrs ^^ update tmr ohhs ! buaibyes

SHAWNNY ROCKS ! u are the best ok.?
jiayous !

HAPPY BDAE ZHENGWEI

hmmx . anyways today in sch ok lahr . hmmx . morning nothing much lahr hmmx sian l0hr . i today very down also dont know whys . awhile high awhile down . dont know whys sia !~ ohhmy -.= today our class alot ppl got cut hair x( so bad sia teacher aiyos ! dhen recess run here run there nothing much .. and dhen.. maths i do my work (: and dhen MT i do nothing mans ! and dhen DNT , omgx ! MR EE FINDING 301 whole class .! DAMMS .! -.= after tat got scolding mans cox he dont wan hear ppl explain dhen keep saying ppl wan talk back . and dhen he call faizah to tuck in his shirt dhen faizah tuck in he scold him .! wthells right .? -.= and dhen he call faizah take off his shirt X.X ohhmys mans ! dhen faizah very angry omgx ! but mr ee dont wan listen ppl explain dhen in his heart of cox everyone is wrong lahr ! ohhmy what scold im studying in ! T.T hmmmx . nothing much le STARTING NEW PROJECT for dnt sian yea .? X= but today i din do anything for dnt i was playing . keep making pples x=hahahrs .
nothing much buaibyes

SHAWN JIAYOUS WO TING NI (:
i dotes you much still (:

sorry ytd very late reach home so din able to update .
alright ytd . was very high when we get there . hmmx . super duper high high . HIGH until mad hmmmx . but the result.. haix . is not wat we want . everyone was so shock that shawn out . everyone is like huhs .? dhen loyang sec most of them cry . for me . i drop my tears to0s . hmmx . when ah xiang korkor send us home . i was droping tears all the way andd i also dont know whys . but i really dont belive when i got home once i think until SHAWN i cried . omgx !. i.. i dont know . i was blur-ed all the ways u know .? hmmmx . nvm
to shawn ,
shawn ! u must jiayous dont give up singing ! cox u rocks my world . U'RE MY OU XIANG do ur best in fan shen sai i will vote FOR U ALOT ! bei marmie scold also nvm . jiayous ok ?. dont stress up ur self ! DOTES && LOVE YOU MOST STILL !


today
today go sch , i cried last night dhen my eyes all zhong -.= dhen i go sch dhen nothing happen just eleanor came back to sch . hmmx . dhen nothing l0hr OMG I MISS SHAWN LAHR ! hmmx . sian lahr ! boreddom . hmmx . anyways msging chunkee the whole day mans ! HE SAY HE WAN MAKE ME HIGH -.= and eleanor they all keep playing the mai pian and milk .zzz ! mix here mix there i think tmr our class got ants !~ -.= zz !

SHAWN JIAYOUS !!!

ohh well well tmr sch reopen le !. hees !. im waiting mans ! ytd joanne came back le !. ^^ yays ! ohh yahr . anyways , ytd marmie say she wanted to buy tat house blk388 X= hash ! im so high and happy mans ! TMR EVEN HIGH ! -.= ll0ls ! omgx . acturally im so scare tmr . haix . hmmx anyways . today is going over 388 to do the agreement X= yea mans ! WE FINALLY BOUGHT OUR HUS ! looking for so long about 2 mths tian ahr ! hohohos ~ (: im listening to 珊瑚海 now . omgs it remind me of ah gong pass aways , dhen me and choo ahyi sitting in the car listening 珊瑚海 . and we dont know go whr . always playing this song omgx ! im thinking && thinking ohhmytians ~ ):


别把爱情当游戏



alright im just giving the comp place for stupid GOH XIANG LONG L0Ls .! hmmx i help marmie prepare breakfast and dhen eat le later going out . see the HUS WE GONA BUY ! ^^ yays !update later

lalalalas ~ i suddenly decide not to play friendster anymores . Zzz . dont know whys . i hate the feeling i viewed ppl's acc . L0Ls !. hmmx . maybe deleting ohs . hmmx anyways
today me and junyu know each other fOR 5mths .
happy ani (:


lalalaas i think he forget le ! -.= he forget i comfiscate his bdae present hees !~ waalaoos ! sian l0hr . Zzz . i just finish my last bottle of yakult ): so sad !. later go and buy again d: hahahrs . I HATE FRIENDSTER !. i wana delete ! i dont care le

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now i dont feel like saying wat i promise you all . hmmx . nothing much lahr today go tampines mall eat , dhen went to buy jk's stupid idiotic game -.= OHH GOSH MANS ! hmmmx , anyways , i bought some fun thing -.= zz !~ lalalas . now i feel like eating sake suki ! agrhhs ! wanted to call siying peii me go . :P but only the 2 of us . its funny yea. ? L0Ls .! ~ hmmmx , goin sch reopen le . suddenly so tired . sigh * also dont know whys . im tired to make ppl laugh le . im lazy to talk ! BLAHS ! i hate this feeling mans ! alright i changed my song . iszi ok .? hmmx tag ppl . ytd talk-ed on fone with shawn he so funny lahr ! -.= L0Ls ~ keep make me laugh ! hmmmx . sian sia .~ now toking with val , yee and aswl in msn hahars . alright i dont wana blog so much le (:
takecare ppl d:

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I MISS JOANNE I MISS JOANNE I MISS JOANNE I MISS JOANNE I MISS JOANNE
I MISS JOANNE I MISS JOANNE I MISS JOANNE I MISS JOANNE I MISS JOANNE
I MISS JOANNE I MISS JOANNE I MISS JOANNE I MISS JOANNE I MISS JOANNE
I MISS JOANNE I MISS JOANNE I MISS JOANNE I MISS JOANNE I MISS JOANNE
I MISS JOANNE I MISS JOANNE I MISS JOANNE I MISS JOANNE I MISS JOANNE
I MISS JOANNE I MISS JOANNE I MISS JOANNE I MISS JOANNE I MISS JOANNE
I MISS JOANNE I MISS JOANNE I MISS JOANNE I MISS JOANNE I MISS JOANNE


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can see i miss joanne alot mans ! ): hmmmx . anyways today i woke up so early bec0x i have a bad dream T.T the dream is like a movie mans ! so scary -.= zzz ! ll0ls today i nidd go
- cut hair
- see hus
- prepare my " sch bag "
- sleep
X= ahahrs .~ aways just 1 more day to sch reopen YEAS !(: i miss SHERRI BRINA JOANNE VERON EMILY SIMIN SIMIN ALICE DANIA d: i miss them and alot alot ! ):
omg is super funny lahr !
UPDATE LATER

tian ahr ! i cut my hair le . haahs hmmx my hair left abit ): hmmx . and dhen i go and see hus x= with huan choon , junkiat , marmie && me . hmmx . ehhs .? acturally the hus not bad mans ! I LIKE IT ALOT hees .! at 300 plus . yays ! i hope can buy that hus wohrs . ):

我忽然明了
说好的明天我们一去不逃
你说分手好吗
我说好吧
沉默那么痛呀
雨点越来越大
你想一想
解释我生命中与你完美的笑
难道你还没看到
整个天慢慢灰了
你说的我总做到
就除了把你给忘掉
难道你还没听到
我的心慢慢碎了
连电话我都删掉
可是你的笑怎么清除掉
说著下雨了
我忽然明了
说好的明天我们最后去不到
你说分手好吗
我说好吧
沉默那么痛呀
雨点越来越大
你想一想
解释我生命中用你最美的笑难道
你还没看到
整个天慢慢灰了
你说的我总做到
就除了把你给忘掉
难道你还没听到
我的心慢慢碎了
连电话我都删掉
可是你的笑怎么清除掉
难道你还没看到
整个天慢慢灰了
你说的我总做到
就除了把你给忘掉
难道你还没听到
我的心慢慢碎了
连电话我都删掉
可是你的笑怎么清除掉
忘也忘不掉





u know this is so gan ren . i will tell u all the story after i come back (:

u know what ?. right now . i feel i love no one !. (: i able to get him out of my mind le ! everything i was open ! NO MORE EMO-ING !


rongrongg ,
i can over come , u know u can to0s (: jiayous oks .? (:

wheres my love .? wheres my happiness .? i dont know whr they run to ): they left me . i hate lonliness. u made me trust you yet u say good bye . wats is this .? fooling me .? i have no more strenght to play with you . i dont dare to take up a new relationship again . i dont wan the history writing back again . is this wat u wan me to be .? please dont say u love me . i dont wan u to love me ! DONT SAY SORRY ToOS ! i dont know what to do now .! i just wan back my happiness dont u think u're selfish . took my everything aways .! mine is mine ! u dont have the right to take them aways from me .!

I GIVE UP !

yawns ! today going 10 dhen woke up ): so tired . sigh ! * lalalas ~ hmmmx . its boring de l0hr .! anyways . just 5 more days to sch reopen i cant wait to go back to sch ! (: hahahrs !~ lalalas . hmmmx . crazy mans ! ohh yahr ! go and find the song "平常心" its nice (: singer zhang hui mei . ^^ i wan to go TAMPINESS MALLL~~~ T.T crys ~ i wan buy something :P die le . i update my WISHLIST ^^


* UPDATED

莫名其妙哭一场
我忍住不想 时间变得更漫长
找朋友交谈 其实全帮不上忙
原来爱情这么伤 比想象中还难
泪水总是不听话 幸福躲起来不声不响
说的时候很简单 爱上后却正巧打乱
只想变的坚强 强到能够去忘
无所谓悲伤 只要学会抵抗
原来爱情是这样 这样峰回路转
泪水明明流不干 瞎了眼还要再爱一趟
有一天终于打完 思念的一场战
原来爱情那么伤

hmmmmx . suddenly im so so so depress also dont know whys . alright i can see everything got changes (: i also dont know whys wohrs . just something beside me change . i dont know . maybe im wrong or wat . today i suddenly feel theres something weird will happen . haix .


still anyone reading my blog .? anyones.? hmmmx . sians ~ dont know what to post ): super depress now . i feel lonely mans ! i hate the feeling lahr ! damm ! msn so quiet ! omgx ! I HATE MY TODAY !

我真的累得 不想再拉扯 , 我选择忘记

hmmmx now at ahr mah hus . u know im damm boredd de sigh * im watching tv nows . haiyos the triangle love so sad ): marry just one day dhen the guy got other girl sad right .? ): haiyos .! andd one more show . son'gf marry to his father omgx ! -.= zzz ! love story is non stop yea. ? always belive ai qing shi shou de qi kao yan de (: andd i belive to0s . true love have to wait . so why not i wait until i really found one .?

A LIE WILL NEVER BE FORGIVEN .


alright just 5 more days to sch reopens . HOPE DONT SEE THOSE PPL I HATE . hmmmx . ehhs .? ohh well ytd . jiajun && javin out . omgs jiajun ): hmmmmx .


i admit i did like u bef0re . but world are diffirent , but i still choose to be alone . maybe forever .? you can say im selfish , u can say watever u like . c0x i already dont give a damm . i seen so much things , IM GOING CRAZY because of guys . i seen so much so much things andd im tired . if im soft hearted . dhen it might get more worst for myself . do any of the "GUYS" come andd help me .? or even take alook at me wheather im ok anot .


i admit this everything is i deserve its . maybe i hurt you . i know saying sorry is no cure but anyways im not gona say sorry . cox its not my fault . if u say is my fault can u tell me wat i do .? fake hope again .? L0Ls ! dhen dont u think u given me fake hope to0s .? think before u say bahr . you know me . once i dont like a person . i can make them feel even worst . i dont know u know im saying you or wat . but u still got to think wat u promise me bef0re , have u hold on to the promises .? or u already break it .? ya im a fcuking bloody bytch . yahr , i am .dhen why do u still show care and concern .?


i really dont understand wat guys are thinking their mind always fast edited . i hurt u bef0re or maybe now . but do u think you din hurt me ONCE .?! or MANY MANY TIMES .? although the days together with you im happy . but im stress to0s . hate me if you wan ! go ahead bahr ! wana be frens .? see how bahr .~ u walk ur walk , i do my things . frens .? maybe bahr .. lastly , BYEBYES !


haix . i dont know what happen to me suddenly so bad mood . acturally wanted to change blog skin also no mood . why i mind what ppl say about which i din do .? iszi to proff that im innocent .? i dont know . haix . i not very bad mood . later going ahr mahr hus . im so .. haix hope mood will be better sometime be selfish abit its ok . but dont always .! cox u will hurt someone . im not saying tat someone selfish hurt me . is a fact . so do belive its ! i have alot thing in my heart wan to say but.. i dont know how to say , in wat way to say is the best way to explain my feeling .


i just feel super no mood now . i dont know whys . haix . now i can just type out everything in my heart hopes it works . acturally i dont nidd anyones pity . now please be serious with me . wan friend jiu friend hate me ? just turn ur head aways u walk ur way i walk mine . so why do u still care so much when u feel a bitch u know although i dont like u or wad u say anything also will hurt me . maybe im to0s childish anger . i admit i have childish anger . but... AHHHS ! i dont lahr .!


girls always so jealous && petty so am i.? SO WHY CANT i be petty ! maybe im to0s rush or wat . but i just dont know whys from the first place de you , and now de you is totally totally different . and now de you i hate it so much so much . whys .? i dont know . i dont know what to do . im just so no mood now . haix . hope someone will understand wat im thinking . just someone sigh*



alright now i get back my post . hmmx . i think today never go out bahr . later see how . update later (:


HAPPY ANI HY JIE (:

i suddenly mood very good ^^ also dont know whys ! rong rong ! get well soons ~~~ yays !


- ohh well .! i bought S.H.E de new album liao ! LET THE MUSIC PLAY ! (: hohohos ~ ^^
just 6 more days ! to sch reopen . 9 days to zhengwei bdae . 1mth 6 days to moving hus ! ^^ ahahhrs .~ hmmmx . boring daddys coming back for 1 MONTH ! IMAGIN 1 MTH gosh ! dont know how to spend my time at home ! -.= zzz ! I SURE HATE THAT 1 MTH L0HR ! zzz think until this my mood got bad . i am not XIAO SHUN him . but sometime i really dont like him . zzz dont know whys although i know he dotes me better dhen junkiat from small . but i dont know whys i feel tat i dont like him . haix . nvm bahr ! dont think so much le . ohh yahr ! today i told myself must post this word

love is not everything , but its just part of life .


regret is the most foolish thing to do , so i dont wana be a fool


other then you theres no more other choices


happiness is short always remember the beautiful sence




HONEY HONEY - jiajun 18
yi yan wan nian - elaine 23
yuan lai ai qing na me shang -keely- 19
nin guang - zhenning -20
bei pan - jun jie - 17.5
fei ni muo shu -javin- 22
feng- benjamin - 21.5
liang zhi lian ren - fukuan 23.5

- wooooos ! today i woke up at 9 plus plus plus ! lalalalrs ! ~ ehhs .? 6 more days ! ^^ going sch reopen YAYS ! hmmmx but think until must face my classmate . SIAN DIAO !-.= zzz ! although i love them . but ... zzz ! BLEHS !


- lalalas ~ ytd sleep until very nice YAYs ! wooos .! lalalars . im addicted to " 当你" hahahrs .! hmmmx . GUYS TAG ME ! ):


- UPDATE LATER


HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSY JIEJIE (:
LOVES YOUS !


so sian ):


ohh well i just came back from tampines mall hees . cox marmie wana go to the tampines office brachnes aiya something like tat . dhen after tat we went there with jessy jiejie de fren . dhen we go there not long i saw kok hong dhen just wanted to msg him tat i saw him. dhen i saw ALICE JIE AND SIMIN JIE ! so happy sia ! dhen i call simin , dhen she never heard i call her . dhen i run out and call them . dhen simin && alice like so high ! hug me and say miss me ! HEEHEES ! i miss them to0s ! ): hmmx . so we talk awhile dhen they went off . is damm sian de l0hr . :P hmmmx . ohhs yahr . i saw this in the office
once i saw this my mind was thinking " RONG RONG ! " X= hahahrs !~ i just wana tell her keep smiling (:


- i zilian-ed DONT WANA SHOW U BLEHS !


ended my day (: rmb to vote for keely tonight . ^^ SHAWN ! NEXT NEXT WEEK ! TAT ONE MUST VOTE ! hees ~ tatas

- ytd i cant sleep i flip && turn until 12 zzz! dhen go to sleep after tat 4oclock i woke up again ! -.= dhen i go toilet zzz ! cant sleep ! i keep thinking of ... nvm . dhen after 4 i wake up at 5 dhen 6 dhen 7 dhen 8 de i woke up zzzz -.=


- up date later


- lalals ~ i came back le . ^^ hmmmx . alright went to round market to eat our ZHAO CHAN .:P diaos .~~ ohh yahr today only me , waynnie , junkiat , marmie && GAN MAHR :P hmmx . anyways . i eaten my LAKSA again -.= waynnie XIA MEE again -.= L0Ls we all wont sian de X= and dhen we took bus went to bedok .? i think so . zzz so many ppl && nothing much happen just keep laughing non stop ! hahahrs . :P ENJOY MY DAY WITH THEM ! ^^


- lalalas ~ im suddenly suddenly so depress .! lalalas~ nicholas called me today today morning -.= zzz ~ lalalaS ~ awhile jiu hang le . lalalas ~ sian l0hr .! 19 or 20 maybe going to vivo ^^ hohohos ! si daddy tan ! U OWE ME SAKE SUSHI ! lalalas ~ hees . hmmmx . suddenly miss him so much . wanted to call im so much . but.. haix . i think not better . && i also dont know whys i miss him so much . && im not suppose to ! zzz ! FORGET FORGET ! agrhs ! whys u run in my mind ! zzz ! i have alot this i cant say ! HAIX ! MY HEART GONA BOOM LAHR ! MY HEART KEPT SO MUCH THINGS !! I GONA MAD !! AGRHS !! ): help me ! save me !

- alright later going see hus .! hahahrs hope can sucess wors ! talking with wanyan in msn now .! she is damm funny lahr . ! hmmmx . damm sian de l0hr . sian lahr .! I MISS HUIYI JIE EATING FISH BALL :P hahahrs ! ^^


- ok . today go && see the hus . i think its ok lahr all must juang xiu l0hr . hmmmx , just ok lahr . hmmx . :P hope can find a better one bahr (: hahahrs .! lalalas ~ ohh today morning eat laksa now also eat laksa ! COX ITS YUMMY ! (: hahahrs ! X= takecares guys update tmr . tmr got tok's family outing ! YAYS ! ^^


- happy bdae chunkee && mo (: may u all de dreams come true ^^

- alright later going see hus .! hahahrs hope can sucess wors ! talking with wanyan in msn now .! she is damm funny lahr . ! hmmmx . damm sian de l0hr . sian lahr .! I MISS HUIYI JIE EATING FISH BALL :P hahahrs ! ^^


- ok . today go && see the hus . i think its ok lahr all must juang xiu l0hr . hmmmx , just ok lahr . hmmx . :P hope can find a better one bahr (: hahahrs .! lalalas ~ ohh today morning eat laksa now also eat laksa ! COX ITS YUMMY ! (: hahahrs ! X= takecares guys update tmr . tmr got tok's family outing ! YAYS ! ^^


- happy bdae chunkee && mo (: may u all de dreams come true ^^


ok now wat i worry happens ! my maple acc sucessfully got hacked ! agrhs !
all the pic i took in maple ): i will miss tian an men && dark forcess u all ! I LOVE U ALL TO0S ): wo ai ni mens ! rmb me to0s ):

- u know ytd while im going to bed . i was thinking did i ever love someone before .? and i think about it i am inlove before .


- my first love you cai . although its abit funny to mention him . but its reminds me tat those funny days i use on him . 3 years . i admire him for 3 years hahahr . those days i keep sitting at the window side . to see him play soccer downstairs . whenever i saw him , my body turns hot , and is very very hot ! and my faces will turn red . although is just a 5mins look i am still so nervous . this feeling going on 3 years . although i dont know how he feel on me but i still admires him . but the feeling is super great . c0x no pain but happy . 3 years but exchange with 1 week de relationship . do u think is pain enough .? but i can stand up && continue my life (:


- 2nd , chunkee ., hmmmx . although from the very first i didnt like him AT ALL ! but i still loved him alot . everyday no matter i sick or how serious we qurreal i still putting in hopes to go to sch && see him . although we less go out . but our relationship lasted longs . no one evers know the feeling we gone throught . although we qurreal more dhen happily sit down && talk but we still have a great relationship . i hope he thinks tat toos . although break up unhappily . which is 7 mths . my mouth said wanted to break but my heart doesnt think so . 7 months .? its not fake ! every mins && sec i spend with him . i cherish . but 7 mths , i know this relationship wont last long . so i let go . when u told me " i nothing to say , break bahr " i cried 3 days . but i can stand up && continue (: s0 do u .?


- 3rd , junyu ., acturally i spended every mins with u , i enjoyed . no matter how stuborn am i u will always wont say anything . no matter how manys time i reject u from going out . u will understand . cox ur understand i inlove with you . i try to walk in ur world . but its scary . i try to brave cox i know u will protect me . && i know u dotes && love me . sometimes even ppl trying to break us , i believe wat ppl say but not u . i am sorry being tat selfish . all my relationship i always think this relationship this guy DONT WORTH my love . but to u , i am.. 1000 sorry . i hurt u more dhen others . i know . maybe i am really very childish anger . but u still understand . i wan to thnk you (: now u found ur other half im happy for u no longer any guilty (: do last long with ur ger (: u take care ^^


phew ! this is wat i wan to say . i learn something from them . thnks for the happy , sadd , hurt , love && dotes (: takecares guys !

- lalalars ! today is damm sian de . nvr go out . :P everyone at h0me eat laksa :P hahahrs ! hmmx . sian lohr T.T tag me guys ! TAG ME !! ): haix so sian


- HUIYI jie , u must jiayous ! u will find a guy which give u happiness (: smile always always ! ^^ dont sadd anymores lers ! rmb i say before ur fishy meimei will be there for u forever ever ! JIAYOUS !


- real sucess is to defeat urself ! not others just urself . lolipops /chocolate will not taste sweet forever . its follow ur heart so watever u do FOLLOW UR HEART h0pe everyone is fine (: belive urself . tell urself u can do it ! chances athough its given onces , but theres even manys chances to let u choose a better choice . just d0nt make urself regret . CHERISH URSELF ! be strong (:


- Nothing is forever even love but i still believe theres perfect love exist (:


BELIEVE .?

- wooos ! IM GOING ON A DIET ! HOHOHOS ! my target is 40 right ! yays ! hmmmx ohh my pencil box is 11.90 awws $.$ :P i wan to buy handphone , clothes && alot alot ! zzz ! i nidd to save money again ! ): sadd sia ! HUIYU SHALL JIAYOUS BAHR :P


- nanananas ~~ i love to sing so much .zzz ! -.= blehhs !

如果有一天



现在也只能欣赏

唯一的合照一张

淡忘了的是那个街角

想念的是当时的微笑

生活中交错失望

越想念就越孤单

若再被寂寞迎头赶上

多感伤原来只是正常

你是不是也在品尝

一个人的咖啡和天光

是不是也忽然察觉到

多出时间看天色的变换

如果有一天我们再见面

时间会不会倒退一点

也许我们都忽略

互相伤害之外的感觉

如果哪一天我们都发现

好聚好散不过是种遮掩

如果我们没发现

就给彼此多一点时间

生活中交错失望

越想念就越孤单

若再被寂寞迎头赶上

多感伤原来只是正常

你是不是也在品尝

一个人的咖啡和天光

是不是也忽然察觉到

多出时间看天色的变换

如果有一天我们再见面

时间会不会倒退一点

也许我们都忽略

互相伤害之外的感觉

如果哪一天我们都发现

好聚好散不过是种遮掩

如果我们没发现

就给彼此多一点时间

如果有一天我们再见面

时间会不会倒退一点

也许我们都忽略

互相伤害之外的感觉

如果哪一天我们都发现

好聚好散不过是种遮掩

如果我们没发现

就给彼此多一点时间


-lyic (:

- im so boredd .! ((:


- " a cute guy can open my eyes, a smart guy can open my mind,but only a sweet guy can open my heart . " this words i found at a web :DD hahars .!


- ok now i came back ! L0Ls ! bought a pencil box ! :P super big ! love it super much ! ^^ hahahrs .! yays ! took neoprints !~ :PP ohhs yahr today went out with siying blehhs ! hahahrs ! we meet out about 10.30 ? && i was late -.= sorry ! hmmx . siann mans ! hmmmx . !


- suddenly i miss my primary sch teachers ): rmb last time i keep changing my chinese teacher . one day a xiao bai lian came in .L0Ls ! we keep disiao him . he is soo funny ! hahahrs .! when he leave the sch . i msg-ed him for a few mths ! cox he is a really great teacher ! hmmmx . u know wat he use chinese song to teacher us chinese ! hahahrs never met a teacher like him . hmmmx . wonder how is him now . hmmmx . i miss mrs lee , mdm sutinah . && many many m0re .! hahahrs .! I MISS QIAONAN MANS ! :P hahahrs .! hmmms lalalas .! qiaonan teachers although abit naggy but i prefer staying there dhen east view ! cox . maybe in east view de life will be more complicated .


- this song he use to teach us
我的小时候

吵闹任性时侯

我的外婆

总会唱歌哄我

夏天的午后

老老的歌安慰我

那首歌好象这样唱的

天黑黑欲落雨

天黑黑黑黑

离开小时候

有了自己的生活

新鲜的歌

新鲜的念头

任性和冲动

无法控制的时候

我忘记

还有这样的歌

天黑黑欲落雨

天黑黑黑黑

我爱上让我奋不顾身的一个人

我以为这就是我所追求的世界

然而横冲直撞被误解被骗

是否成人的世界背后总有残缺

我走在每天必须面对的分岔路

我怀念过去单纯美好的小幸福

爱总是让人哭

让人觉得不满足

天空很大却看不清楚

好孤独

天黑的时候

我又想起那首歌

突然期待

下起安静的雨

原来外婆的道理早就唱给我听

下起雨也要勇敢前进….

我相信一切都会平息

我现在好想回家去

天黑黑欲落雨

天黑黑黑黑



life is meaning full , i will smile till the end . i PROMISE myself not to cry . no matter what . i h0pe others to0s (:


someday i will grow up to0s ..


HOPE .?

- alright acturally today marmie meet the same problem as me . but this problem dont happen on her but her fren . ok now things goes like this . dont ever say ppl bad things behind . c0x u dont know when a person will betray u . so why not u tell the pers0n infront .? hmmx . i met this problem cox my frens is all like tat . haix . arite maybe i always have a straight forward atitude but this atitude wont make the things go worst im not trying to say tat my atitude is good . maybe in some ways be straight abit i think it will make u grow stronger bahr .


- but if lets say u say ppl bad things behind && infront of them treat them well && blah blah . do u think u do the right thing .? must well point out the wrong if that pers0n dont wan to change dhen u should try to accpect c0x u cant keep calling ppl change for u . u like that person to be like tat but doesnt mean other ppl like tat pers0n to be like tat hmmmx maybe i say to0s much lehr .


- anything not happy say it to my face && if u say out de i not happy . i wont give u face de ok .? so think bef0re u say . friendship is wat .? can anyone tell me .? say so much also no use no one will understand dehrr zzz .


- ok today finally made the things go clear . finally i know whys ytd jiujiu so angry ! but i still cant forget the sence he bang the table && so on . zzz . haix . i dont know lahr ! adult thing i dont know hahahrs ! && I DIN TELL LIEs !! ok.? so please belive me .! anyways today was damm stupid bored .! hahahrs ! ok guys gtgs


- buaibyes


FRIENDSHIP .?

- guys ! i am back from simei .! phew ! got happy , sad && waiting :P first at about 10 plus i went out with marmie && junkiat . dhen we was waiting for unlce to come && fetch us c0x its raining heavily . && wait about 30 mins .? 4 empty cab phew !~~ drove off . weees ! finally . but its very squeeze blehs !


- and reached simei .! me && jk eat . dhen about 12.30? we went to shawn hus . but he is not at h0me ! L0Ls ! dhen we at there talk crap with shane L0Ls ! say alot rubbish lahr hahahrs ! we wait && wait dhen we was like so hungry && bored. ! dhen i was saying shawn went to cut hair && cut for 5 hrs .? zzz dhen me && junkiat went to east point buy things eat which is about .. 4 plus .? dhen we go back not awhile theirs new sofa arrive dhen me , shane && junkiat at there talking craps ! zzz -.=


- dhen jessy jiejie && shawn came back ! L0LS ! finally . when they reach is about 6 plus . ? we waited about 7 hours .? of 6 hours plus ! L0LS ! hahahrs .~~ dhen eat our dinner i eat abit nia . c0x full sia ! dhen shawn play his comp dhen i went to ah long's hus again (:


- dhen not long marmie call me help her check something in her fone . dhen i was ok . dhen not long about 5 mins . ah long's daddy my jiu jiu he suddenly so bang the major table dhen h0r he jiu say tat dont lahr jiu shi say play major de ppl say his bad things . zzz dhen the whole sence so scary ): haix . dhen marmie keep hold him cox he like wan to take knife dhen he find bu dao knife jiu take chair dhen everyone like so scare dhen wan run dhen marmie keep hold him . ): i scare marmie will go hurt her body c0x he keep wan to pull marmie off . haix . dhen after tat marmie settle him down le jiu call everyone go home haix so scary i scare tonight i cant sleep ):


- buaibyes ):

GUILTY .?

- pics

- im just s0 dumb, d0nt know whys i felt that way, hais. maybe bec0x u make me feel guilty, sigh. can u kindly st0p it? u know i'll feel bad, and u did it in purp0se. if u love me think about others to0s dont dotes me to0s much cox i'll feel er xin ! i'll be tired of ppl dotes to0s . maybe im diffirent from others , i just wan to be special . i hate being same as others . love me or hate me u decide . i dont wan to care anymores .!! takecare u guys !


- LASTLY buaibye (:


TIRED .?



*.dont hurt me again*
*.i have enough *
*.i will be tired to0s *