- u know ytd while im going to bed . i was thinking did i ever love someone before .? and i think about it i am inlove before .


- my first love you cai . although its abit funny to mention him . but its reminds me tat those funny days i use on him . 3 years . i admire him for 3 years hahahr . those days i keep sitting at the window side . to see him play soccer downstairs . whenever i saw him , my body turns hot , and is very very hot ! and my faces will turn red . although is just a 5mins look i am still so nervous . this feeling going on 3 years . although i dont know how he feel on me but i still admires him . but the feeling is super great . c0x no pain but happy . 3 years but exchange with 1 week de relationship . do u think is pain enough .? but i can stand up && continue my life (:


- 2nd , chunkee ., hmmmx . although from the very first i didnt like him AT ALL ! but i still loved him alot . everyday no matter i sick or how serious we qurreal i still putting in hopes to go to sch && see him . although we less go out . but our relationship lasted longs . no one evers know the feeling we gone throught . although we qurreal more dhen happily sit down && talk but we still have a great relationship . i hope he thinks tat toos . although break up unhappily . which is 7 mths . my mouth said wanted to break but my heart doesnt think so . 7 months .? its not fake ! every mins && sec i spend with him . i cherish . but 7 mths , i know this relationship wont last long . so i let go . when u told me " i nothing to say , break bahr " i cried 3 days . but i can stand up && continue (: s0 do u .?


- 3rd , junyu ., acturally i spended every mins with u , i enjoyed . no matter how stuborn am i u will always wont say anything . no matter how manys time i reject u from going out . u will understand . cox ur understand i inlove with you . i try to walk in ur world . but its scary . i try to brave cox i know u will protect me . && i know u dotes && love me . sometimes even ppl trying to break us , i believe wat ppl say but not u . i am sorry being tat selfish . all my relationship i always think this relationship this guy DONT WORTH my love . but to u , i am.. 1000 sorry . i hurt u more dhen others . i know . maybe i am really very childish anger . but u still understand . i wan to thnk you (: now u found ur other half im happy for u no longer any guilty (: do last long with ur ger (: u take care ^^


phew ! this is wat i wan to say . i learn something from them . thnks for the happy , sadd , hurt , love && dotes (: takecares guys !