{I will whisper in your dream my big big secret. i promise, you will know}

seriously today ain't my day! Mood is damn stupid dehs lousy.
D': I'm going to cry mans! Even my favourite teacher disturb me,
i feel like shouting and cry after doing that. I really don't know what happen to me.
today i did like nothing in the d&t workshop. I totally don't know what to do.
My teacher repeat and repeat, again and again i doesn't seem to understand abit.
okay, whatever la! I'm feeling bad after that, cause my Handphone's earphone gone.
I forgot where i put it, and i don't know did i keep into my bag anot.

Seriously, i'm very angry. Blaming myself being so careless.
shown attitude to my friends and myself. mummy said, go buy a new one dehs.
although it make me feel better, but i'm still very angry i doesn't know what makes
me lost my temper, showing a black face of mine in bus. (i feel like shouting loud!)

Please, just tell me i'm crazy! i'm expensive! This few days, i'm so heart pain when
seeing money goes to those cashiers, and making them so happy, i still have to
say thank you. ohmygod. i really don't know why i become like this.
and i bought my earphone, the original one for 38bucks )': It's kinda pain.
Like people pinching me real hard!

and my daddy promise that he will buy a mp3 earphone for me. And that cost about,
15 dollars, just because there's some crystal on top of it. Oh please, i felt so sorry
for spending my mummy and dad's money for my phone and mp4 players.
i felt bad seriously, i took out 50 dollar to return them. i don't want to spend their
moneys on my own gadgets! sigh, actually that 50 bucks, i wanting to get a camera
myself. It's still saving in progress la :'] but it's okay, at least i feel very relief :]

tomorrow i better finish up my d&t or i shall just kill myself mans!
please, let me finish tomorrow! ): I don't want to wake up so early everyday anymore!
I'm so tired. i can't have any good sleep this few days! I'm tired! Roars!

Today is my complain day, i complain so much, piss off so much!
I have to control my temper ): or i look scary hais.

I saw my x.donut! :]

Song of the day : 别爱我 By Xu Ruo Xuan

{RainbowWouldn'tComeOutOften, LoveToo.}