Saturday, December 20, 2008

One define choice

No matter how hard i work doesn't change your agreement at all, never means never. I wanted to study what i want, what i think in mind, but you always disallow. Yes, you give me what i always want, no matter spending money on useless things. I can't do what i like, like other does. I can't study the course I'm interested at. Why no one understand, I'm entering the different life myself, without accompany. That is what I'm really scare about, and now finally i could get in the course i like and my friend is going in. Why can't i have this chance to give it a try? Yes no matter how strong i use to be, im really a scare to enter a kind of world, with different souls that i didn't met before.

This may fail but if i didn't try, forever i have failed! I know asking me to take up other courses is really good for me, but why can't give me this one chance, just once chance to try. It's not a interview but a apply only. What make me feel so hurt is that you will never listen to what i have to say. Im always like a doll listening to your words. Can i just not be a daddy girl? All these years, the good you treat me, i appreciate. But no matter what will happen, i will still go this monday

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