Thoughts/Life

(Thoughts):
What really contain in people's mind, they can really be such vicious.
As what they do, they say, it might be lies. But we choose to believe.

But after days, weeks, years, things changed even words changed.

They deny what they said before, they deny it off.
They seriously think that it helps, but seriously, they are just Loser.

They shout, cause they're fear, worried that things will goes wrong.
Faces, will show everything. No one is wearing mask.

Love, family, friendship, will never put abit more trust on each other.
Doubt more, at times.

But they never think that one will get hurted. Though one didn't really
express, but silently breaking down. Ruin family, friendship, and love.

at that time, polite discussion turn to a violet brawl. It doesnt sacred anymore.

First, one say: it's okay i will help you (polite)
Second, one say: I feel wretched after your discussion.
Same person, not the same words, action.

Being detest, feeling good?'

Doesn't understand, Just on that moment, everything was gone, forgotten.

(Lifeblogging):
School as usual, lesson, books and worksheet.
At home, doing folio. Not planning any events.
I lost interest in having fun, but working hard.

Ive changed.. Changed till a kind, i dont even know who am i now.
But heart is still the same like it should be. I wish i can ...
I cried, i shout, i worried, but things will never do better for me.

I think it's all, One's thinking.