chances make me confuse

Cry with me, like a idiot fool (shit)

Today i spend my day in school crying. I though i able to control. As morning, i was acting fine(my acting sucks) i know cher and darling can see from my eyes. And well, i still think im fine. Pe, chinese was like alright ? recess was worst mood was like low low low low low. And told xingan about something, and i cried. Went to sit with guanleong, he is great please! He bought tissue for me, and i told him one packet it wouldnt be enough, he intend to buy another packet, but i told him im just kidding.

But i use more than 1 packet actually.

And well yes, i cried from 11.00 to 12.00 and i was like.. idiot fool . Nehhmind, my english work sheet is full with my tears imagine? I dont even know why i cried so much, where my tears come from. I was very down, and friends was like trying to be funny to make me laugh. Okay, they didnt fail :]

I wipe my tears away, and ready for rollerblading, smelly guards on and yea, under the big hot sunny basketball court. -.- Idiot, i guess im blacky black now.

After that, i went to bubble tea shop, saw Mr richard hide. x; Was telling guanleong about the tissue paper. Yes, duck was joking with us too. Went to coffee shop, and slack. Mr richard talk to me. -.- I was like... i dont know? Than he walk away, phew. And after that talking with guanleong, yue kai, simin, cher. Suddenly duck very angry walk towards us. And somehow.. something happen not really sure what happen but i can see from duck's eyes he is really angry.

Went home cause they have something to settle Hmms, mummy cook dinner today, it's much better now. :]

Sorry people for making you worried, im fine now :] Only one thing im still confuse. I'll try to figure out myself. thanks for being there

I wonder, i suppose. I doubt alot, which makes me stare into blank at times. I hope today, i wouldnt be dropping tears for you, family. I tried to bare with everything now, as i should be understand, aint i? Im not longer so unreasonable.