I look sad, worried and ugly. whatever shit. Just allow me to write all those.

Smile will always kept in my mind, heart. I will show them out at times.
Perhaps im still sad. Crying doesn't sounds great, 'cos it doesn't help at all!
What if i really it out. No one can help. No point saying. Just allow me to be alone.

I think, i swear, i promise, i beg, that nothing will be wrong. Will continue to be the same
like last time. I wish, i pray i want everyone to be ok. I can't afford to lost any one of them.
When i say it, i mean it. I really wish. What i promise will be hold on tight!

Not gonna break, even everyone is okay! I know it's nothing to benefit you, god.
But i just hope you can see what ive done for them. I want, i wish you all will know! D:

Forgive me for my mistake. I willing to learn, change. I wish you, can fulfil my little dreams D:
Loving them is what i always, and forever must! :'( i want, need them so much.

Heart pain, it's really hurting, pain. I swear. ): Take them away. Fly away with those memories, night mare.
I Love her, him him .. i really do.

Backtolife: School as usual. Nothing much.
Good-Bye.