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Got abit trap in this little house today ! Full with silents souls flying around. I dont know why sad songs is still as usual playing. I find it weird for me . But i want to smile widely please. Another boring day, but hopefully tv programs keep me entertain the whol afternoon. Found out that guys are all the same (maybe not all). Shall not really say why i have this kind of thinking, as i think it's childish judging people by just a program like this ! So shall not be kiddo. Well, i want to go out so much so much. Junkiat will start working tomorrow, i guess it will be rather quiet at home. Sick sick sick !

Hope santa will give me what i want this year ! As i think i wouldn't get it. Cause, there's no Santa ! ): Little fairy tale making people like me, believing that there is this human soul, Santa. But i guess this whole world, i only could find, " Miss Santha" For goodness sake. Fyi, you wouldn't get present from this fake Santa, rather she will catch you on your attire. So hopefully no one would like to see her, though it will be a surprise or something ? Laughzx ! I just counted i have been stop working for 5 days, and seriously, i miss that kind of tired life so badly ! Why every year book feast will be only like 10 days ! why not 1 month ! (mad) Ok, i'm going crazy, just hack me ok

Ok, dairy will be next ! Will mostly update at night ! Using my own mini lappy ! that sounds so irritating ! Have been like years since i last use that ! cause, it's so mini till i really get blind because of it ! So well, hopefully at night !*winks*

我愛黑澀會 , * ThumbsUpUp high *(!)
Yao kan oh, tonight te bie lai bing is derrick and kelly !
Must watch must watch !

PS thought of running, answering, asking and facing it. When i ask that question, do you know it's the answer already ? why fact bring people pain. Sorry, i can't act as if nothing has happen, im not as cool blooded as you. Sorry for being like a fool all this while. You will never know how pain iszit, cause you ain't me. When you became me, when you know the pain, you will know how ugly , how hopeless i am !

PS 请你原谅我不懂听你的心 回想这过去我学着让你更安心 别赌气别任性别放弃说声对不起 别赌气别任性别放弃 请你相信我我会更加珍惜 请你相信我我会呵护着你 小小的爱情却是我最大的幸运 疼爱的想念的都是你 请你相信一个这样的我 * 对不起.... 对不起*