★开心和不开心★

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PS those who saw it, good for you .

im happy, but not happy . KAY, i know you dont understand.
cause i dont understand either. Just whatever is it.
i think i dont have blog it out, to hurt people .
I just have to angry deep inside, i dont know why i must be such kind soul.

but people i seriously mind alot ok ? ohtian ahhs !
I really feel like punching and shouting ! ): I really dont want to 假装
it's making people tired. I really feeling like shouting everything out !

im happy because i found something that i wish to find it so much .
But .. it doesnt seem right to found that . I guess i will do alot stupid things
in future, no i mean next few days . Who call me, stupid idiot dumb ass ):

* if you have been reading my post, you might know what i found *
i dont know why i must be so lame to open guessing game, maybe just dont
wish to say it so clearly .

PS playing some songs i think will make me feel better.
PS im really really ... sad/angry and seriously need someone who make me laugh.

- i miss wearing my ugly uniform ! ):