Why why why, why am i not loved by you anymore

ROWF! I'm durh bored.
My mama seems like doesn`t wna make contact for me.
Wells, ytd was superly badddd D:
cox i`m kinda mooody, Sorry kh !
Was talking on the fone w him last night
&& somehow i moody dhen din entertian him.
After that i feel kinda bad. Sorry sorry !

Ers, & Ytd i 2 oclock dhen went to bed. becox
i was thinking my sistership, r/l ship & blah so whatevers!
&& seriously i doesn't really know.


My dearest sister,
There will be someone which wanted to hurt you.
But theres also someone becox you sad & feel sad,
& i'm the one.

Wells, i might not be the dearest sister for you.
but i'll tried my superly best to find you back.
As i say, everyone in this world change,
There will super be a day, i cried && wan you back.
But the reality is, we ain't close sister like last time anymore.
People out there thinks, me & you is the close-est sister ever.
But acturally they doesn`t know what happen.

& Now you have ur own life, i doesn't wna snatch any of
your happiness. But just watch you from behind.
Maybe a few years later, We'll lost contact or whatever,
I`ll still here for youuu, Jiemei wo ai ni yi qian bei!

AINT TALKING ABOUT ANY ONE IN 7 TONGXIM

My dearest you,
Wells, its seems i'm just a soccer ball,
Kick anywhr you like, You just wont keep it to yourself.
In the match, you'll kick the ball to ur team mates.
And they'll never kick to you, cox they wan to score.
One day will you regret? I not saying anything but
just asking.

Anw, guess you stop reading my blog alr alytes?
All i can do is just, talking and writing rubbish to the air.
You say he's good for me, why dint you say, you`re good for me.
Wells, i think the feeling faded will never never gain back.
Maybe we are still young to have r/l
is just a sentences to comfort yourself, or even lying to
youself. In every mother's eyes, im superly bad girl.
Cox i make their son heartbreak & whatevers.
buut they doesn't really know who hurt who.
I'm not refering anyone.

Since i say so much doesn't use, dhen forget it!
My words ain't impt, dont ask for my advise !!

Its SUCKSUCKSUCKSUCKKKKKS . Ohmys luhs! haihais.

I just came back from doing contact.
Wooos is durh cools, x: && Tml will be collecting it.
Well well, er, Thanks all my sister for being there
when i really need ! Thanksyouuuuuuus <3

Well well, i`m just kinda boring seriously.
And my dearest please dont do anything, which i`m thinking now.
If it really like that, i`ll really heart break.
Hais i hope it wont be what i`m thinking.

& i just know something which make me superly fucked up.
The thing is kinda nonesence seriously, You know what?
My dad say i smoke. this is what i heard from my mum
Cox that night My mum went into the toilet and smoke.
after she came out i go in. & after i come out
my dad go in, he smell the crig smell, he come out
he tell my mum, i smoke. Fucks mans. This house
he and my mum smoke dhen say me everything mememe !
Scarly next time his shirt lost also say i steal de.

Durhs fucked up! x/3
Not i wan angry is like.. everything say me me me
why never say jk? I go toilet only
also kana suspect. Never ask properly say me.
Wthells Hais, i doesn`t knw how am i gng to spent my life
here ):