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I couldn`t help myself, seeing your back views.
I just have to pretend not to see you.
Hais, i can`t help myself turning back and look at you
i can`t help to look up ur house, i can`t help!
hais, i have to be happy infront of you.
Whys, cox i doesn`t wan you to be sad seriously.
the way i express my feeling is to write in blog,
guess you will not be here to see anymore bahs.
Hais, I doesn`t know whys. every morning when i look
into the mirror, i saw my stupid eyes looking so dumbly.
Hais, my dearest i still love you like i always did.


Happy 16th birthday Kok Hao (:
Nothing to update sorry readers.
My wei is superly pain. ohmys luhs, can anyone tell me whys?
Maybe tml peii-ing huixin xingans go take her result D:
Wish everyone super good luck tml especially him
Prays*


I will never gona let go. 3mths, How do you expect me to
let go? Hais, Should i say i`m stubborn or stupid(?)
I doesn`t know, but i`ll wait. Cox only this will not make
myself regret. I`m trying v. hard to forget, but i can`t.
Maybe i doesn`t wan at all. Hais, I`m always like thats .
forever like thats. x/3 I feel super moody seriously.
I doesn`t know whys. I`m not the girl you`re finding ?
I blame-ed myself, not telling you how much i need you.
But crying non stop. My dearest i doesn`t wan you to leave me
Just stay by me, please hais, x/3 I`m heart breaks.
Yes, you have the right to love who you wan. But did you ever
rmb taht what you told me? No matter what happens you will
never never let me go. But now, hais.

I`m alone, standing here. In your mouth i`m a good girl
Yea, i`m a good girl. so? I doesn`t have ur love. i doesn`t
good anymores. I really can`t imagin my life, w.o your everything.
I`m not the me now seriously, you help me find back myself.
Now you have to go, I have to be alone agains. I guess this is
what fate is. Hais, i doesn`t really believe. everyday sitting infront
of the computer, standing infront the mirror, sitting on the floor
listening to mp3s & cried. I doesn`t know why i have to do all this.
Usally, i should be happily updating my blog, talking on the phone
& watching tvs. But now i have to do everything that i
dont really do. Since i have move into my new house.
You`re always in my life. i have alr use to it. Maybe habit can change
But my heart doesn`t wna change, and seriously i`m so heart break.
what if i rlly cried till blind, will it be better ?
I doesn`t know why! hais.

Sick w. those fake laughing. Which i doesn`t wan to.
Whys i have to do thats D': Hais. I`m also human,
I`m a girl, i need people to care you know? I`m not robot.
Hais. I`m tireddddd )': My dearest boy, You`re always kept inside
my heart until the day you turns back to me.
I love you not 3 or 2 days, but 3 mths & 3 days.
I still need your concern you know! hais.

I`m superly sick.