This and everything cause me crazy .

Hai hai , a bad news for you guys ; im not going to open bbq . cox my mum ! Hai , i really dont wan to blame her , but SHE SHOULD TELL ME IN THE FIRST PLACE , why must she give me fake hope ? if she straight away say no , im not so angry ! but alr for so many days ! FUCK MANS ! x/3

Im damm heart pain seriously , my own parent dont wan to celebrate for me . so? i helping to celebrate my day MYSELF ! what kind of bdae ? i hope can straight away jumps to 17 seriously now , i dont feel like celebrating ! Is no longer the exticting there . Im damm heartpain x/3

Mum , I know you're worry me . and i say thanks . but at least make me know early ? now and today father is coming back , yet you say all this . i really dont know what u parents is thinking . i was like always alone to do anything . my mum and dad will always beside disagree . Im really hurt with your words .

Other parents can understand their children but not my parent ! althought About the sec 2 thing u din blame me . but i know ur heart is always looking down on me becox of that thing .seriously im not regreting doing that thing , cox i know what myself is thinking ( this thing joey , huiyi & simin knows ) Im no longer the lil girl which my daddy and mammy dotes & love . no longer ! Im always alone .any desision i made always dont dare to tell you , which i really wan to share with you .

Everyone thoughs im always smiling and laughing , but behind theres always other things . so mom i really need your understanding & love . i wan u always beside me !

Im hurt x/3
我宁可记得所有伤心 ♥

Hai hai , father is coming back D: hope my days will be better . When im small i always think my father is the best , but right now ? i love my friends more dhen my father , i seriously dont dare to admit this . Look over all those baby photos , i admit my father do really dotes me alot alot ! but now .. i dont know the dotes is still there anot .

Thanks dar , thanks for the concern for me ! you always there for me when ever im sad . Thanks thanks so much ! ♥ Thanks mennie ! thanks thanks ! thanks so much 1000 of thanks ! right now im feelling alrights {:

I love my life now {: Seriously although dont have my mum understanding , but i still have to live on . and i like to be like that , life is always going up and down . so.. I just have to face the fact ? {: i still have my darling friends ?
i hope so

New gans ! *
Boyfriend - ZhengWei ( boy de fren -.- )
BESTIE buddy - Yixian
LaoGong - Michael

THEY ALL BRINGS ME FUNNN ! <3

Hmmmx . ohh yeas ? a few more mins daddy gona come home hai hai ! hope the time stop here ? NONO must fly ! tmr :D im waiting for tmr ! so time fly please hohohos . Tmr meeting SHARON MENNIE , yes is what im waiting :D TMR SOMEONE WILL BANKRUPT hees ! (sharon & me knows ) x: hahahrs IM SUPER BORING !

YAYs ! meeting michelle cutiepie so soon lahr {: weees ! I MISS CUTIEFAIR D: . IMISS SHARON MENNIE EVEN MORE :D and that will not be changed {:

Happy bdae Eleanor