Lost in words .

ytd i forget to write . To Simin DAR ,
My dear darling , dont be sad alr , i dont wan to see you like this ! a person left the world is never gona come back ! dont be like this , i know u miss your uncle but cheer up k ? Dont be like that le . i see le , my heart v. pain D: My dearest ! i believe your uncle dont wan to see you like that also ! Hai hai , i cant help much but to stay beside youuu {:Ok ? ring me if you need me ! i will be there

Ok im done ! Lalalaaaaa ~ today goin out !. IM BORED . dont promise things that you cant hold on! i hate liars ! FUCK ! if you dont wan buy fone for me ; dhen dont call me to sell my fone ! PLEASE IM FUCKING IRRATATED ! CB ! KNN IM A VERY VERY CHILDISH THINKING PERSON ! Why must believe them so much ? u know its impossible ! and u still believe !

and you , yourself crying like hell and no ppl is caring you ! WAKE UP LAH CHILDISH KID ! MONEY IS THEIRS ! YOU DONT HAVE THE RIGHT TO SAY WHAT YOU WAN ! You only must listen to their thing ! the preparee for you ! but not what you wan ! why my parents cant listen to what i have to say ? nvms just one word im useless , CAN NOT WORK , CAN NOT GO OUT OFTEN ! notes : can not work is my dad dont let ! and he dont let me to waste money ! fuck ! why cant i work and buy everything i wan !

I simply hate them
Tmr birthday ? Lols i dont feel like celebrating seriously i dont have the moood .
but i wan to go out tmr ! i dont feel like STAYING AT THIS BLOODY HOUSE

I dont wan to hate my mum and dad . really ! im v.heart pain that they lie to me only . really ! D:

{: im alright liaos ! COXi got what i wan and i can have somehing cancel in my wishlist ! woohhos ! 6 more hrs to my 15teen D: im old !