Love is always up and down .

Im back , i shouldnt put high hope on him x: , and now i get what i dont really wished for , acturally like that also ok la {: only abit bit of disppointed . i wont lie to myself anymore ! i promise * right now i have to let it out and shout loud
" I REALLY LOVE HIM "

Seriously what do guys really think ? what their brains contains ? something different from women ? or maybe its the same ? only i dont understand ? HAI HAI i dont know dont know !

dont understand D: will he understand what im thinking ? i dont really think so , Lols . Nvms ! at least im happy of what u have now . {:


你身上专属的陌生味道
是我确认你存在的目标
不用来回张望了
知道今世我们相隔着一个街角
这么久了还是可以看到
感觉的到你对我的重要
不会被天黑天亮打扰
你每一次的温柔我都想炫耀
我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我比谁都更明白你的重要
沉默久了我就决定了
决定了你的手我握了不会放掉
我答应自己不再庸人自扰
因为我要的我自己知道
只要你的肩膀依然让我靠

i suddenly misses you alot my dear