Birthday

(this is taken with my Samsung T550. It's really... blur. And you can see the noise level, CMI)

My old camera was Samsung T550 i think that camera work better with sunlight? And maybe flash? I still love that camera, cause they have the screen infront and you can see yourself. It's good for people who love to take picture of themselves. But... i still don't like it when it's not under sun light..

Comparing with my current camera, which is Sony Nex-5. Obviously it's better then Samsung, and also it capture awesome pictures. Well, there's nothing to compare about. I sometimes still wish, my nex-5 will have the duat-cam like samsung have.

&Next ranting,

For this whole month, you guys will be reading damn boring post, cause I planned not to go any where, no shopping, no enjoying out. Either work, school, or at home. I know it's very very boring. But who cares? I'm damn broke right now, and i need to save money, for ... no reason? I'm suppose to save money for my coming birthday chalet. But now i guess I'm not going to open one. Cause i think it's pointless? And also... my pocket don't allow me to too. Ya, I have no idea how people celebrate their birthday without a chalet with their friends? I'm not sure how either?

Like on my 16th birthday, was the most awesome birthday celebration i ever had?

This group of awesome hunks and babe actually came over my house and surprise me? Though I already know what's going on, But that scene when 10 over people walk in with my birthday cake. It really touching! I mean, I don't expect they will surprise me, and I just wanna have a simple dinner with them. Ya, enjoy that night hell lots!

For my 17th birthday which was last year, was really really horrible -.-
I don't wish to remember, but still that was the most MEMORABLE one. Damn, seriously i hate last year birthday so much. And that was also the birthday I put damn lot effort in. Spend like 1k for my birthday, and I doll up everything. &who knows, i look like a fool that night. Though the surprise Y gave was quite awesome one. But too bad, we're only bff. &ya, it's really horrible, with some nonsense and some irritating stuff. OHMY

Seriously, it's just the most f-up birthday i ever had. But that birthday was the one I remember so much!! Cause it's really really a bad day for me. (I never really write in detail actually that day there's alot of things were really... f-up. &it's over and i don't wish to bring them anymore)

And ohya! I even bought my birthday cake for myself!! It's really horrible lah, who will buy their birthday cake themselves sia? &The worst of all, that aunty still asked me,

"What do you wanna write on the cake?"

& i wrote this, MYSELF



"Happy 17th birthday, Huiyu"

Seriously, I cried 3 days for that!! It's damn pathetic, i totally look like a fool!! I seriously went speechless, and worst of all my brother told me this

"Jie, where got people buy their birthday cake for themselves de?"

=.=?!

I don't know should i laugh or should i cry seriously.. Silly brother of mine :)

So..
Just see what kind of birthday i will have this year? O.o If it's like last year, I swear I wouldn't celebrate my birthday anymore!! FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE :(

but obviously i don't wish that will happen lah!

Whatever it's 20 over days before my birthday is here. I guess... I'm not gonna plan anything? Cause it's so pointless lah, i wish to have a chalet, but... nothing helps. &I have no idea, who will be free on that day. Cause bff, Junlong, Yvonne &Ervin is having attachment, and my brother and company are having Olevels. Mostly my gfs will like gone half. Guys friend? o.o I doubt they will like.. I don't know.

SCARLI is another f-up day for me. Well.. hope not.
&FYI, slowly i start to lost the feeling of celebrating my birthday. It's like nothing go on my way this year!! SIGH..

Anyway, I hate people treating my birthday as if is just a day! :@ Seriously..

I think birthday are important, that is the only day you count how long have you been living on earth, how long your mum born you, how long your father feed you. That's why i treat my love one's birthday important. obviously they have to appreciate lah, if not... !@#$%&*&(

♥

p/s: I'm not hinting anything I'm just ranting something i felt today, the whole day!!