Sigh, feel so __ suddenly
don't know why i feel like running away from it, but just don't feel like work. Isn't the place i don't wanna go, but just really i don't feel like working. I know i should changed my mind set as this is what i learned from my previous manager, Peggy. She always told us that mind set is really important, and she always remind me that i must do something that i really like in order to gain my mindset at the right place.
I just don't know what i'm running away from. I just vexing about those days i don't know how to live actually. But i'll try my best to kick this thinking off my brain. If not few months later i'll die for sure! Sigh, i must go harder in order to reach my dream, my goals, and whatever i want. I must! and i need to :(
P/S: maybe i just don't like being forced to do something, i want to do what i have in mind. I know this isn't good, but i can't take this off as this accompany me for years already.
P/S/S: I've to change, i need to change, i must change!! :(
P/S/S/S: I forgot to mention something in my previous post, i went out with XGbff that day. I actually saw Queeny Khoo, and she became very prettier compared to before, chatted with her for awhile, and got her number for my end of year graduation hair show, though is still long ago, but i always wanted to find someone who really looking like a model, and always wish i will bang onto her one day! That day i'm quite lucky and got my courage up to talk to her! 'Cause we wasn't that close when we're in secondary school. HA, but still very glad to bang into her yesterday! *winks*
don't know why i feel like running away from it, but just don't feel like work. Isn't the place i don't wanna go, but just really i don't feel like working. I know i should changed my mind set as this is what i learned from my previous manager, Peggy. She always told us that mind set is really important, and she always remind me that i must do something that i really like in order to gain my mindset at the right place.
I just don't know what i'm running away from. I just vexing about those days i don't know how to live actually. But i'll try my best to kick this thinking off my brain. If not few months later i'll die for sure! Sigh, i must go harder in order to reach my dream, my goals, and whatever i want. I must! and i need to :(
P/S: maybe i just don't like being forced to do something, i want to do what i have in mind. I know this isn't good, but i can't take this off as this accompany me for years already.
P/S/S: I've to change, i need to change, i must change!! :(
P/S/S/S: I forgot to mention something in my previous post, i went out with XGbff that day. I actually saw Queeny Khoo, and she became very prettier compared to before, chatted with her for awhile, and got her number for my end of year graduation hair show, though is still long ago, but i always wanted to find someone who really looking like a model, and always wish i will bang onto her one day! That day i'm quite lucky and got my courage up to talk to her! 'Cause we wasn't that close when we're in secondary school. HA, but still very glad to bang into her yesterday! *winks*
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