Last time, Past

" I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself "

I don't know why, i'll have this kind of 'feelings'
feelings = angry + disappointed + disgusted..
Just feel very idiot, stupid plus dumb right now.

I don't know why beginning of the year, i have to accept this kind of treatment BUT
i know and believe that it can be avoid. But you didn't, i mean you people didn't.
Maybe you people don't find a need of telling me, but i also don't find a need of hiding from me.
Maybe you people don't mean to hide, but from what i see it's hiding.
As i feel really terrible, when something hiding from me.

I don't know why i keep finding reason to cover you people in my heart.
But i still can, i feel so cheated. I feel like an idiot, telling people "something"
and they was like " I know ahs, blahblahblah.. " seriously, i feel damn dumb.

& very sorry to say, I'm not going to believe anyone anymore.
This time round, keep whatever you people want from me,
and also, please don't ever tell me about you people stuff anymore.

because it was you people, that's why im such disappoint such angry and such disgusted.
Understand ?

I just wanna be a happy girl, that's all!