We was so close like sisters for months, and after that a her appear in your life. We both drifted and we no longer the same. At that time, that guy i ♥ was close with you and her too. At that time, i was thinking "now, who should i tell my heart words?" Cause both of them was so close to you and it's really impossible for me to say their bad things infront of you. So i choose to keep quiet.
I remember it very clearly, i called Y, just crying on the phone for no reason. That day, is the most terrible night i ever had. I cried for 3 hours, repeating Derrick Ho's song that we use to play and sing together. I even told myself "Friends come and go, so let it go". but i didn't yet keep acting as if nothing happen. At that time, i know clearly, you're the only best friend i want. Cause people always saying and doubting are we real blood sister, and we almost look alike, so i didn't want to end this friendship at all.
I remember that day, i went down to BTS without telling you, i met Y. and suddenly you and her walk towards us and you gave me a very angry plus shock look, asking me why am i here. I told you, i just came to look for Y. And you walk away, A♥ came after that, he didn't look at me, he didn't talk to me just mumble "i go to the toilet" and that time, i feeling very very, i should say damn lost. I'm totally don't know what's happening. & i cried at public talking on the phone, look like a idiot. I seriously don't know what should i do.
Remember that day when P's birthday, when i open your room door, saw the three of you lying on your bed. I bet you doesn't know what am i feeling. I feeling very odd, i feel like going home that time. But i didn't. I though i able to get in with the surprises you guys gave her, but i didn't know what happen next and next at all. So i finally decided to go home, but .. someone ask me to stay for one more hour. So i agree and stay for a hour more.
After that day, we still meet to get our hoodie from online. But the feeling is like totally different. I couldn't deny, i pretty mind the blog stuff. And for that blog, that post of yours i can cried for hours. Think about it now, it's very idiotic and funny though.
& I finally start working, we drifted even worst. Daily meet up was different souls, Y,S & A. I work till late night, start at early morning. I didn't know that i enjoy using busy time to forget about matters that happen. We both have our own working time, totally drifted. And you were working with her too, i couldn't deny that i'm jealous.
As days goes by, we could able not to meet like, 2 to 3 weeks. If we are still like before, we will meet at least twice a week. Perhaps, i'm angry or sad. I'm thinking this friendship will it end like this ? But lucky, we became more and more close, slowly closer then before. And i totally forgot those days we been so weird before. Till today you're still the best-est friend i want, i wish for :)
I guess when you read this, you'll find it very 'lame' like we use to be drifted, because of some funny reason, or some funny people. I guess this is really a great time in my life. At least, there's bad and good in life, ain't it good ? hahah.
Obviously post mentioning is : Foo Hui Xin :) and BFF, this word isn't for fun. Is equal, endless, forever and lifes. Happy 2year and don't know how many months !
I remember it very clearly, i called Y, just crying on the phone for no reason. That day, is the most terrible night i ever had. I cried for 3 hours, repeating Derrick Ho's song that we use to play and sing together. I even told myself "Friends come and go, so let it go". but i didn't yet keep acting as if nothing happen. At that time, i know clearly, you're the only best friend i want. Cause people always saying and doubting are we real blood sister, and we almost look alike, so i didn't want to end this friendship at all.
I remember that day, i went down to BTS without telling you, i met Y. and suddenly you and her walk towards us and you gave me a very angry plus shock look, asking me why am i here. I told you, i just came to look for Y. And you walk away, A♥ came after that, he didn't look at me, he didn't talk to me just mumble "i go to the toilet" and that time, i feeling very very, i should say damn lost. I'm totally don't know what's happening. & i cried at public talking on the phone, look like a idiot. I seriously don't know what should i do.
Remember that day when P's birthday, when i open your room door, saw the three of you lying on your bed. I bet you doesn't know what am i feeling. I feeling very odd, i feel like going home that time. But i didn't. I though i able to get in with the surprises you guys gave her, but i didn't know what happen next and next at all. So i finally decided to go home, but .. someone ask me to stay for one more hour. So i agree and stay for a hour more.
After that day, we still meet to get our hoodie from online. But the feeling is like totally different. I couldn't deny, i pretty mind the blog stuff. And for that blog, that post of yours i can cried for hours. Think about it now, it's very idiotic and funny though.
& I finally start working, we drifted even worst. Daily meet up was different souls, Y,S & A. I work till late night, start at early morning. I didn't know that i enjoy using busy time to forget about matters that happen. We both have our own working time, totally drifted. And you were working with her too, i couldn't deny that i'm jealous.
As days goes by, we could able not to meet like, 2 to 3 weeks. If we are still like before, we will meet at least twice a week. Perhaps, i'm angry or sad. I'm thinking this friendship will it end like this ? But lucky, we became more and more close, slowly closer then before. And i totally forgot those days we been so weird before. Till today you're still the best-est friend i want, i wish for :)
I guess when you read this, you'll find it very 'lame' like we use to be drifted, because of some funny reason, or some funny people. I guess this is really a great time in my life. At least, there's bad and good in life, ain't it good ? hahah.
Obviously post mentioning is : Foo Hui Xin :) and BFF, this word isn't for fun. Is equal, endless, forever and lifes. Happy 2year and don't know how many months !
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