whatever did,

I smile cause i cried
I hate cause i love
I smile cause i cried
I hate cause i love
I smile cause i cried
I hate cause i love


I make a mistake, but i didn't learn. Learning make people grows,
but what make this learning comes? Mistake.
Yes, but mistake makes people feel fear.
I know i couldn't stop the stupid fear i have,
but i think i should choose to face it strongly.
Another kind of me, will everyone like it? I don't think so.
Cause it's so .. FAKE.

I'm trying hard, trying so hard. Yet, people around me making me wonder,
wonder why world is all like this. (not refering who)
And that make me think that.this is what life is all about.

Given you one, yet you ask for two, three, four, five, six and etc.
Getting more and more greedy.
Cause everyone is taking things forgranted.
I'm like this too, don't i ?

But things just goes this way, i mean i'll never regret.
Hope when i say this out, you could feel i've changed and grown up.
No longer .. worrying i guess.
maybe i'm still weak as before. crying easily.

What is all about my life, is just about life.
Since that day, i didn't put trust in people but myself.
cause .. i don't want to be betray anymore.

maybe it's just all about this.

Ps: June holiday i'm going back to school for spring cleaning again! :)

Ps: Darling, don't worry i'm fine i think.