So what's wrong with me? Why i'm so attitude ? Why i can't even bear my tears not to drop because of this little things. Am i really that spendy? Why nothing can really describe how i feel now! What the hell are you crying huiyu? It's just a little thing yet you show a black face and walk off. You think you very cool uh? And end up you crying like a child here, complaining to your blog. What is it in your mind. Can you just think carefully? Why there's such things happening to you when you are up in ite. Why are you still crying? It's just a little thing that you can live without. but why are you keep standing opposite with your parents. Why you keep wanna tell them how you feel yet nothing is told? Stop acting a hero bottle everything up please. Infact you're such a loser crying for this kind of things!
Are you sure that it's the best way for me? Why i didn't feel that, why i keep thinking you're just unfair. Why i feeling such unfair! You're not buying for me, yes i know. But i finally could affort to buy myself, but non agree. Even my course you don't agree at all. You always said that it's just a suggestion, but to me, it's not at all. I'm not trying to blame you but infact this is really a big, HUGE disappointment to me. Cause i'm doing something that non of my close one, my love one agree. Everyone is telling me how useless is that something i'm doing. How i feel inside did you ever ever think before? I'm will not judge by the view i'm standing at. I know you feel hurting when i show a black face and disagree, and blame you for not understanding, supporting me. For me, it's more hurting.
Why i can feel so happy one word like, work more harder ok, dont give up my dear. Why i can be such happy? I know, junkiat is more clever than me since small, he is much more loveable, even me myself couldn't deny his talent, what about me? I'm totally nothing compare to him. I'm nothing just a kind of wood. His music talent is great, his studies is great, his gaming skill is great too. What about me? Music skill is bad, studies is even bad, gaming skill totally noob to it! but what i can say is, everything i tried my best before. Know why i always give things up easily? Cause NO ONE. NON OF my family is giving me support. People, feeling very funny to hear that? I always stated i have a very nice and fun home. But me myself don't feel happy in the out of 100, 90 days i'm blaming myself not being well. I'm so lousy i guess Laughs!
People just let me throw everything here alright? I'm feeling really terrible now, just because of somethings. I couldn't mention here cause some example is shown to me the previous week. I guess i will still act like a hero bottle this up.
Any kind soul able to call me, and joke with me so that my tears wouldn't drop? (Just joking)
Are you sure that it's the best way for me? Why i didn't feel that, why i keep thinking you're just unfair. Why i feeling such unfair! You're not buying for me, yes i know. But i finally could affort to buy myself, but non agree. Even my course you don't agree at all. You always said that it's just a suggestion, but to me, it's not at all. I'm not trying to blame you but infact this is really a big, HUGE disappointment to me. Cause i'm doing something that non of my close one, my love one agree. Everyone is telling me how useless is that something i'm doing. How i feel inside did you ever ever think before? I'm will not judge by the view i'm standing at. I know you feel hurting when i show a black face and disagree, and blame you for not understanding, supporting me. For me, it's more hurting.
Why i can feel so happy one word like, work more harder ok, dont give up my dear. Why i can be such happy? I know, junkiat is more clever than me since small, he is much more loveable, even me myself couldn't deny his talent, what about me? I'm totally nothing compare to him. I'm nothing just a kind of wood. His music talent is great, his studies is great, his gaming skill is great too. What about me? Music skill is bad, studies is even bad, gaming skill totally noob to it! but what i can say is, everything i tried my best before. Know why i always give things up easily? Cause NO ONE. NON OF my family is giving me support. People, feeling very funny to hear that? I always stated i have a very nice and fun home. But me myself don't feel happy in the out of 100, 90 days i'm blaming myself not being well. I'm so lousy i guess Laughs!
People just let me throw everything here alright? I'm feeling really terrible now, just because of somethings. I couldn't mention here cause some example is shown to me the previous week. I guess i will still act like a hero bottle this up.
Any kind soul able to call me, and joke with me so that my tears wouldn't drop? (Just joking)
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