Average line,

At this point of time, I can't stop myself from typing shits out here. Alrights..

Sometimes i really feel like slapping myself hard. This time round, i find no good reason for me to forgive myself from what happen today. &Yes this is what i actually get end of the day, not giving my best yet using TRY MY BEST to jump over. This is what i really are, don't i? Is really like what the fiak, when i saw my result. Recalling back i actually can blame no one but myself, for not giving my best, for no put my full attention in exam. This lead me to regret. You know i thought i could accept that fact that my grades dropped cause it's expected. Well.. when i open my ite portal, all i can say is Fiak fiak fiak :( Whenever i open that ITE web it will never bring me good news. First time was 2.7, and then 3.2 now what ? 2.9?!?!?! Though the rounding off is 3.. but serious, 2.9 is really low low low low. Well, all i can do now, is typing shits on my blog, flooding my twitter showing off how emo elmo i am. My friends cheering me up telling me "it's ok try harder the next time round ok?" But unfortunately to say, this is my final exam. Meaning i won't be taking any exam when my school start this coming July. How unfortunate!? :( All i can say is why the fiakkk GPA will drop. Haihaizxz! Why can't the grow up like human does. Ok, i know it's not funny! :(

This was the don't know how many times, i use "it's better then a fail" to cheer up myself. But deep inside i know, i know this never work, cause everything just place nicely infront of me telling me, i can do better then this. I'm able to score better for my Advance Haircutting, i know i can get an A for Advance hair-coloring and the rest of the modules, i'm sure i can do better then the results show on my Philips desktop screen! I know i can but one thing i always don't put effort in and regret in the end. THIS IS ME! I never changed, no matter when i'm in secondary or primary i always don' put effort in my studies. I thought i get content easily, i thought i get a PASS I'll be very glad already. But who knows, all along what i want, i wish for is more then a pass. Get it?

Seriously i recalled what friend actually told me the day before i have exam. They asked me to put my whole forcus on my examination rather then other stuff. But i just don't listen to their advise and left ear in right ear out. Shyta, why i never listen. I always don't listen to people's advice. Slap myself for that. Haizxzx! In my life, 12 years of studying, I'm always scoring at the average line. Out of the sudden, i feel i'm good at nothing. At this emo-elmo time, i feel so useless. It seem like i wasted these 12 years down, studying for nothing but an average grades. Which i don't want that to happen. Please people pay hard for me, i'm gonna work extra extra extra upsize extra extra upsize extra hard for my coming portfolio and my end of year hair show. I don't care anymore. I really have to put all my attention here, if not, i'm gonna waste this two years inside there. &waste my tears i dropped down there! Nooooo way ~

Fiak fiak fiak, i don't wanna be sucha emo-freak, ladies. I wanna get out from this Emo-ElmoLala World!! Though my heart still feel so heavy, like how many kilograms.

You know imma happy girl rights? You believe i'm strong enough right? Peace Love *

Advanced Hair Colouring (B)
Creative Hair Design (A)
Advanced Haircutting (C)
Hair Salon Operations (B)
Hair Perming (B)

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Emo-Elmo-Potato!

Ps: Without you around, no one will bring me out when i'm feeling sad, when i'm so emo elmo. Without you around, i'm facing this alone no one use the ways you tried to cheer me up.