Don't know why, i just think of you no matter where am i

Some times i hate myself to show my emotional on face.
Like whenever I'm angry/sad/happy it show so clearly to people around me.
Even if my heart beat very fast when i saw something, it just show so clearly.
Is not that i can control, my face just out of my control.

I smile wide when I'm happy,
I cry like a baby when I'm sad,
I throw my temper like nobody business when i'm angry,
If i saw something i like, i'll keep looking at it.. so on and on

I hope i could stop sometimes,
&also hope to be like other people out there,
carrying a fake emotional around here and there.
but sometimes.. no i mean most of the time i can't!

Is like good or bad?
I.. try hard to cover it, but i can't.

Like when I'm infront of someone,
I don't know where to put my hands, my feet
or whether i look weird in anyway, or not.



I just blog it out, 'cause i wanna to rant something, as simple as that.

Ps: Sometimes, i really wish to know.

P/s/s: I'm okay anyway :)