Terrible life,

Things going so wrong now. I totally left speechless.
(not that i want write full name, but just that i'm afraid you doesn't know it's you)

To JLJJ:
I totally can't stand now! Though you might know i'm saying about you pass few days, or you might not know. But now yes i'm telling you now. I don't like the way you present yourself. Like you're copying my things like talking and stuff. I couldn't bear with people who are learning what i do, or copying me. I just don't like it. It's so simple. Not that i'm zhen dui you. But i just don't like it. You can flip back my history, in secondary school, when i was with cher, i also dislike people copying me. I will react like what i react pass few days. It's not a matter of who iszit. Maybe you don't feel that you're copying or something, but to me you're copying and living in my shadow. I don't like people saying " You tied the same hair with JJ ley." or whatever shit people come telling me. I just hate it alot. Please, STOP LIVING IN MY SHADOW. maybe from the moment i blogged this out, you might be very unhappy with me or something. But before you feel unhappy, put yourself in my shoes. What if someone in our class copied your talking, your hairstyle , your everything. What will you think? Disgusting right? So do i? I'm a human, i need some rights for myself. I don't like people whatever things is same as me. That's is also the reason why i changed my wallet, the way i tied my hair the way i talk, so stop whatever things you're doing! Maybe you can buy the same things as me, cause it's not limited eidtion for me, so just stop the way you tied your hair, the way you talk. To me it's really feeling very disgusting. & I JUST DONT LIKE IT. Hope you understand what i mean seriously -.- You can scold me in blog or whatever shit you want to express yourself. but i prefer you to open your blog and let me see what you blogged!

P/S: Repeat, maybe you dont feel it. but i feel it. If you want us to be as normal do something to it then.

And To LWSF:
Not that i'm a mad girl throwing my anger today at the middle of the mall. I know you're not in a mood so you want to find someone to talk to. But did you think that what you said, what kind of replys you want me to give? Or you think that this whole world only you not in a mood? You think that i'm very good in mood? I'm not in a mood also! I hang your calls, not replying your message is i really feel very angry by those reply you give. Like you said when you talk to me like talking to the wall, is that you didn't see how i treat others, sometimes i was like this to others too. cause i seriously don't know how to reply. So i kept quiet. And you was like reacting like super sacarstic, and do you know how 'pek cek' i am? You doesn't even know it. I know you're not in mood, i can understand that, but i wasn't in mood too. And you just send me that kind of message " what with you again. Did i scold or shout at you?" I know you didn't scold me or shout at me. But i just feel that i wasn't human when i'm with you. Maybe you didn't realise actually since the starting of monday i wasn't very good in mood already. (continue in typical-her.blogspot.com) I don't know how to react man. Forget it.

I derserve all this? F*ck man.