Different me,

Today, happen a very big thing to me. I feel so insulting, cause i totally feel no respect from my teacher. I mean just this one teacher spoilt everything of mine. She scold me for like the reason cause i talk. Please understand, i was waiting for her to check my model's hair. I really don't know why she will react in a way like shouting at me, like i did something really terrible like i just killed someone! Another thing is, she ask me with her big eyes, asking me to see her after HCT, i agree to have a talk with her cause she is totally ridiculous! So she start ignoring me by not helping to check my model's hair.

Suddenly she walk towards my station and help my model to check the blowdry that i have done. She ask me to clean my station and i may go. I even asked her again, " i may go?" she said " YES ". End up, she came to the PCS room asking me to go out. And scold me like don't know what, cause she say i didn't stay back after HCT. I was like, you ask me to go yet, you ask me why didn't i stay back! I was trying to explain myself, but she doesn't want to listen at all! Overall i admit i did try to explain! But she don't want to listen. So be it ok! She said that i didn't respect her and my classmate, if i didn't respect her, i will just walk off instead of standing there listening to her craps! Seriously after she scold me, i cried in class. Cause i totally don't like people to misunderstand me!

*big sigh* After school i called my mum, and i immediatly cry in the phone. I don't know why, i look very stupid i guess. But i really feel very very super insulting when she say those things, cause i don't know what to do, as i try to explain but she don't want to listen. So be it! I wouldn't entertain her anymore. I swear i don't want to talk to her in my lesson.

Because of this lesson i spoilt the image of mine infront of my friend, my anger my emotional. I lost my control, and i cried like a cry baby. Like never before i behave this way infront of them. In their mind/heart i'm always laughing, and giggling around. But today after that lesson, the image i have in their heart, is all gone now. I'm weak as before ):

Huiyu is tired .