To him :

Since the day i met you .
I din regret at all after i found out that i fall for you
Just so slient , falling deeper and deeper .
Somtimes im happy that you dont know i love you .
Cause at least i can msg you and know your everything .
But sometimes feel like shouting out v. loud

And even i kept it in my heart until i cant breathe some times .
But i know life still have to go on .
Days goes by , one after one day ,
All things going so wrong , emo came back to me .
And i dont wan to ask for much , but keep it to myself .

Emo is a heartbreaker , when i know everything about you .
I couldnt cover my ears not to know any of your infromations ,
But to open my ears , eyes & heart to know everything .
Feel happy and sad , life is so much up and downs .

From 14 September 2007 i fall , and cant stop falling . Im sorry
to those people who i lied to . But i really feel im inlove .
ALthough its emo , but i do enjoy those days missing him alone ,
stuffering those sad stuff && overcome myself .
And i finally thinks i've grown up .

Till the day 24th October 2007 you told me you like me ,
I just cant believe my eyes and im just feel myself dreaming .
The guy i like love me ? Wows ! The feeling let me feel happy
& sad . Brings me abit of confusing . So sudden you told me
And i really cant believe my eyes .

But i always know its a dream , and i din hope really much hope,
To help myself just by saying : " Its also v. good to stay beside him just
like that " And finally i gona make my choice , you told me other things .
You told me you cant forget her , she is in ur mind for 2 years .
All this words its hurting , but im v. happy that you admit and telling me the
truth not playing with my feeling.

Words are always from mouth , i told you i dont like you as much like lover .
But my heart thinks other way . I cried & smile . i believe myself is alright . (:
And my heart is full of confuse , emo & sad . Think about it , Its still v. hurting
inside .

When you told me you feel heartpains for me , im really touched by you.
Those words its alr enough for me , do not dare to ask for much .
Cox this is only the way i love you , its fate alr . You told me you need
time to forget her , i dare not say i will wait , cox its a type of pain .
I understand how you feel when a person in ur mind which you cant let go.
Like how i cant forget you .

27th October 2007 , You told me you forget her , and fall for me .
Im super happy and abit of confuse , Is like so fast ? And i dont dare to believe
agains . But i know every word came out from your mouth , it have a reason.
For those love you given me , im superly thank you !

I wonder how long can we last . A week ? This is what my mind told me ,
but till 28thOctober2007 I really believe we can last longer dhen longer !
Cox our heart really its together . Lil love make up , BIG BIG LOVE .
My dear hubby , i wan to let you know how much i love you since , 14thSep07 (:
♥♥♥ Those feeling i just feel like writing out ! although its pain , but its worth !
I super love youu (: