first period is PE ; iim sweat ! }: hmmx. andd dhen recess eat hhaha with veron , emily andd sherri they all talk talk ! hmmx andd dhen CPA stay in class do nothing ! hahahrs ! YAYS ! go simei ite le ! hees !

hmmx haven qo jiu abit qurreal with dear le . haiix . hmmx at bus ii think alot . have ii done something wronqq ? hmmx . reach there we like DUMMB ASS CANN ? walaoos ! damms so like MOUTIAN TORTISE LIKE TAT >.< hmmx . iim borinqq haiix . hmmx . borinqq lluhs ! but iim high . ii also dont know whys ? hmmx . but the PPL who so call " ENTERTAIN " us de very fun ! X= hhmmx dhenn 12 plus jiu cann go lerh . me andd dear qurreal . haiix ii dont know what ii done wronqq . peii fren got wrong ? haiix ii dont know lluhs !. cher went to simei east point . }: iim borinqq ~ dhenn ii went home , while im in the bus ! ii wrote something :

iim just so tiredd to explain whys ii shownn youu atitude . cox you wan me to choose between you or my fren . why cant you just understand me abit ? ii nidd frewn but ii niid you also . ii dont wann to explain anymores . just wish that you cann understand me . at least know how ii feel bahhs . its tired to tell you && you say sorry again . ii guess you say u're tiredd of sayin' sorry to0s right ? do have ii really make a choice between frens && love ? must ii ? lets give each other cool down abit . ii guess this is the best way for us understand what we are thinkin bahr . did ii really do anythin wronqq ?

haiix ii dont know know what happen to us . just hope tat we shall go back to those happy moment ! haiix ii think is impossible bah . just hope it can be better .

iim boredd andd goin' crazy ! DIN SAW JIE }: ii tot cann saw her in simei ite worhs ! sadded ! BORING DAY {:

sometime not only qurreal , dont u think ?
sometime ii feel bad , do u know ?
sometime ii just wann u to love me more , do you feel it ?
sometime ii just wann u to understand me , did you ?
sometime ii am sadd andd no one ever care , are you beside me ?
alot sometimes . but no one just notice it .
been though so many things ,
but u dont know how much changes ii changed .
maybe you dont found any but inside ii changed alot .
iim no lonqqer that lil' qirl sometime,
ii really willin to change for you.
ii just wish-ed you cann understand how ii feel .
stand at the side whr ii am standin
look from my view . no one really understand
whys ! ii must ren friends de anger andd ur anger
so what ii am ? im not the person tat u all cann vent anger on .
but you all takin' forgranted . iim so tiredd .
for nothing ii always the one kana .
still have to act so happy infront of other ppl .
andd say tat you treat me how nice && nice .
whys ? i really dont know whys myself sayin all this .
iim really really very tired !!
haiix . i dont know what to do really .
if i dont peii my fren what ppl will say me ?
" GOT STEAD LE , DONT WAN FREN LIAO "
if i dont peii u what ppl will say me ?
" GOT FREN DONT WAN STEAD "
so ? WHAT am i ? a doll ? cann spread into 2 ?
ii really dont know what ppl's mind thinkin' when u meet
this problem dhen you'll know ! ii dont know how
to explain ! iim just so tired !! haix !
I HATE MY LIFE NOW !
FCUKIN HATE !